~let u go~`

Help me find the courage to let you go. Just, stay away, hit me, yell at me, treat me like dirt, do something that will break my heart so that I can let you go. This way I will stop dragging you down and you can move on with life

~life~

salam..huhu sbnarnye br bgn tido wktu tulis blog ni..huhu giler lmbt bgn anak dara ape ni...sbnarnye sgt penat..penat???nk kate aku join sukan x jugak..so knape penat???jwpn die senang je penat memikirkan masalah yg tgh serabut skrg ni...sgt penat..

semalam lpas abis exam management accounting II aku blk kolej and singgah kt gerai JKP...smlm jualan x berapa best maybe sbb x ramai yg trn mkn kt DS smlm..bile aku nk blk bilik tibe2 sorang ajk tu ckp "kak sha can u smile a lot" aku pun tnye die "nape kak sha nmpk stress ke?" then die ckp "a'ah kak sha kdg2 nmpk masam je"...hehe ade jugak org perasan sbnarnye..kdg2 aku sendiri mengaku yg aku pun dah lupe mcm mane nk senyum..dulu aku still bleh pretend klu ade masalah pun org still x leh nk perasan ape yg aku rase..sbb aku akn act mcm aku xde masalah..tp skrg susah sikit...masalah yg timbul x leh nk wat muka aku tersenyum...seriously i'm not happy with all of this..aku benci situasi dimane aku berada..aku x suke berada dimana aku berada skrg..aku benci bersama dgn "MANUSIA-MANUSIA" itu...i just want my old life...aku rindu sgt masa dulu aku..hati hnye boleh merintih tnpa seorang faham ape yg aku rase...kekecewaan yg aku rasekn...sakit hati ini xde seorang pun faham...setiap kali jiwa ini ditekan..hanye satu bnda yg mampu aku lakukan berdoa agar allah mempermudahkan jalan hidup ini...

klu asyik nk citer bnda2 yg sedih smpai bile pun x abis kan???i have a gud news for myself la..hehe aku dah dpt tmpat praktikal (actually dah lama dh dpt tawaran tu tp xde mase nk tulis kt blog huhu)..aku dpt kt MNA ACCOUNTAX CONSULTANT kt ipoh..syukur sgt...actually aku dpt 3 tawaran tp aku terpaksa tolak yg dua tu lagi sbb aku dh terima tawaran MNA..satu aku dpt kt taiping and satu lg kt KL..so aku akn start praktikal from 11th May 2009(birthday aku wktu ni) smpai 31st July 2009...x sbr nk wat praktikal even though rase takut nk tmpuh alam pekerjaan...insyaallah sume akn berjalan lancar=)

~Did I lose my love to someone better~

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby you were dreaming of me
Call me crazy call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do you know I really really do

Well hey so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away

Oh whoa .... yeah... oh...ooh...

I remember date and time
September twenty-second Sunday twenty-five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

Well hey so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The day you went away

Oh whoa .... yeah oh

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do you know I really really do

Well hey so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

Why do we never know what we've got till it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I had to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away
oh whoa .. yeah oh