something that come from my heart...

PLEASE BE CAREFUL WITH THE TAXI DRIVER!!!!!!

2010-05-17T07:03:00.001-07:00

Salam….

Hye everyone…fuhhh!!!lama btul x update blog…I miss u darling (my blog) so much huhu…but what can I do…since dah keje ni blog ni terpaksa dilupakn kjab yer…but hari ni aku cube utk cr ruang dan masa utk aku menulis….sbb aku ade sumthng that I really want to share with u all!!!

PLEASE BE CAREFUL WITH THE TAXI DRIVER!!!!!!

I am really serious about this!!!aku x nk ape yg terjadi kat aku berulang lg and jd plak kt org lain….i have bad experience with taxi driver…aku x mksdkn sume taxi driver perangai mereka begitu but we have to bare in mind…especially GIRLS!!!!

Hari jumaat yg lepas…aku ade kerja yg perlu aku settlekn di office..and coz of that I need 2 stay back..abis je keje aku pun cepat2 kemas barang coz aku mmg sgt2 nk blk umah..and my senior ask me “how u want 2 go back??” “if u want me 2 send u back I can but u need 2 wait 4 me maybe until 9 somethng” and I said “it’s ok I will take taxi” “are u sure sharifah” and I said “yes I’m sure..u don’t worry ok”….wktu tu jam dlm kul 8pm…aku mmg x sbr nk blk umah so aku cpt kuar dr ofis and trus tahan taxi kt depan office…ok aku naik 1 taxi ni…pemandu die adalah seorang lelaki melayu berusia dlm awal 30 an…aku ckp kt die bleh x anta aku kt stesen university..and die ckp ok…wktu aku naik taxi tu die tgh smoking..and die bahasakn diri die “abang” tp aku still panggil die “encik” I really don’t like 2 call someone yg aku x knal “abang”..lpas tu aku perasan yg die x bawa aku ikut jln yg selalu aku lalu..aku tnya die and die ckp jln yg aku selalu lalu tu jem…die kata ikut jalan lain…aku dah mula x sdap hati…lpas tu tibe2 die suruh aku miscall handphone die dgn alasan die ckp die x jmpe handphone die..aku bohong die ckp aku xde kredit..aku x kn bg no fon aku kt die..tp die x caya..siap ckp “x kan lah xde kedit??” aku ckp mmg x da kedit..die paksa aku lg tp aku still ckp aku xde kedit..and tibe2 die jmpe fon die..and he makes call..and die loudspeaker..so I can hear d conversation so clear…die call seorang pompuan..and aku sgt x selasa dgn conversation tu..they talk abt censored things..aku dah rasa takut sgt!!!!

After die wat phone call aku ckp kt die tolong stop sy nk turun kt sini sy x jd pegi stesen university…and the driver start nk marah dr berbahsakn diri “abang” trus die bahasakn diri “aku”..die x nk stopkn taxi…aku mmg takut..aku ckp kt die please stop sy nk turun…sesungguhnya Allah sngat menyayangi aku…syukur Alhamdulillah die stopkn taxi tu…aku trus bayar and keluar dr taxi..wktu aku nk turun dr taxi aku smpat dngar die call other taxi driver and maybe kwn2 die ckp pasal aku siap ckp aku pkai baju ape bawa beg warna ape..aku sgt takut…die stopkn aku kat dpn Matrik UIA PJ…aku trus masuk dlm matrik tu and aku trus lari kat pak guard kat situ…pak guard tu mmg terkejut nmpk aku…aku ckp kt pakcik tu “pakcik tlg jgn tnya saya apa2 nnti sy citer kt pakcik saya juz nk tmpang kt sini jab” and dlm msa yg sama taxi driver tu still pandang aku dr dpn gate matrik UIA tu…aku sgt takut wktu tu…after 30 minit br driver taxi tu blah…aku pun citer ape yg jd kt aku kt pak guard tu…pak guard tu mmg terkejut dngar citer aku…die ckp syukur Alhamdulillah aku selamat…kaki aku sgt mengigil smpai aku rasa susah nk berdiri…aku still rasa pening2 wktu tu…aku trus call ainna utk amik aku kt matrik UIA…pak guard tu ckp maybe driver taxi tu nk ape2 kn aku and maybe die nk rompak aku coz die nmpk aku bawa laptop…Alhamdulillah sesungguhnya allah menyelamatkan aku….

p/s: lepas kejadian ni aku mmg bertekad x kn naik taxi lagi lebih2 klu aku sorang…and blk keje senior aku akn hantar aku blk (menaka which is my senior mmg marah ble die dngar citer ni…I’m sorry menaka after dis I will listen 2 u =( )

~Good news for them~

2010-05-01T07:51:00.000-07:00

Salam....

Big congratz for this couple!!!!!! soon they will have their junior haha...Kak ekin & Abg Sham akn dpt baby x lame lagi...wah happynya...akn bertambah bilangan anak saudara aku lagi nnti...kirenye makin meriah lah keluarga Puan Siti Jamilah nnti..haha

and once again congratz 2 both of u!!!!!!!!!!!

~thank you Abg Acap~

2010-04-30T07:40:00.000-07:00

Salam uolzz..

hehe entry kali ni special dedicate utk bro yg gmba die kt atas...tu la our dearest abg acap!!!!!!!!bro thx yer blanja sha, apiz s'pore, aswad, zaf, nadine, aqil, ihsan, syidah, syafik a.k.a kaka, syahmin, amin, acap & intan mkn Pizza Hut @ Mid Valley hari ni...

sgt happy ble dpt sms dr abg acap ble die ckp nk blanja kiteorg...i'm so happy ble dpt jmpe member kat KK4 dulu...rase hmpir 1 thn x jmpe dieorg..mcm2 citer dpt dngar...mcm2 gossip..haha..after mkn kiteorg pegi layan movie...movie yg dikatakan seram tp ble tgk x lah berapa nak seram haha...anyway i have a good day today really appreciate it!!!!!! ble lah lagi nk dpt jmpe mcm ni kn???

anyway good luck pade korang yg still ade exam termasuklah si penulis blog haha!!!!!!!

p/s: dis is a good week 4 me coz i dpt mkn besar & org blanja 2 kali dlm minggu ni haha alhamdulillah...

~MEREKA~

2010-04-29T09:47:00.001-07:00

Salam entry kali ni special dediacation kat mereka yg ade dlm gamba kt atas tu termasuk kpd tukang amik gmba ni ahhhaaakkksss...

Mereka ini adalah my lovely housemate...ok mari aku knalkn dr sblah kiri yg duduk itu adlah hidayatul nur, nor syazianti, nor ainna ,nurul afzan dan yg berdiri kt blakang tu sblah kiri noor syuhadah & saya yg cun (perasan!!!!!!) and our adopted housemate yg gmbrnye xde coz die tukang amik gmba cik Serifatyah haha...gmbr ni diamik kt The Curve Damansara (Ayam Penyet) afzan yg blanja coz die br dpt bonus...we love u so much dear!!!!!!syg die bkn sbb die blanja kiteorg tp kiteorg sume syg kt die...kiteorg syg ko tau!!!!!!!!!haha

Sbnarnya aku nk ckp thx kt korang coz sudi amik aku jd housemate korang...ingt lg mcm mane pening kpala aku tahun lpas ble aku still x dpt umah sewa wktu tu lg seminggu sem nk buka...and nasib baik korang pilih aku...and nasib korang mmg baik coz dpt aku jd housemate korang...pengalaman pertama aku duduk kt umah sewa...errrmmm pe yg aku bleh ckp aku suka duduk dgn korang!!!!!!!!byk bnda yg kite wat sama2...pegi shopping, tengok wayang, pegi mkn2, picnic,holiday,gossiping & bnyak lagi hahaha..kene sound dgn mak cik sblah umah coz umah kite bising tp maybe lpas ni mak cik tu dah jarang dgar suara kite coz masing2 dah bz dgn keje...and die plak rindu nk dngar suara kita haha...byk bnda yg kite share sama2 bkn je yg happy2 tp yg sedih2 gak...senang ckp susah senang sama2...

Lpas ni yan akn tinggalkn kami...saya pasti akn rindu kn kamu!!!!!!!x de org lg yg nk usik saya....saya sedih!!!!!!!!hope hbgn ni akn kekal smpai ble2...SAYA SAYANG KAMU SEMUA!!!!!!!!!!!!

~UM dlm kenangan part 2~

2010-04-29T09:13:00.000-07:00

Salam...

Mcm yg aku dah janji kat entry yg sblm ni aku nk tulis pasal pengalaman aku selama 4 thn = 8 semester di Fakulti Perniagaan & Perakaunan di UM plak...klu sblm ni aku citer pasal pngalaman di KK4 kali ni aku nk citer pasal pngalaman kt fakulti plak...huhu..mcm mane nk start yer???ok jom ikuti citer aku hope korang x bosan haha..

Aku admit wktu 1st year I can say that i'm totally lost...lost???mcm mane x lost aku agak terkejut dgn cr pembelajaran di sini...bg aku jauh berbeza dgn cara pembelajaran di matrik...and medium communication plak English..aku admit wktu ni English aku still tunggang tebalik huhu..disbbkn perkara2 ni result aku jatuh gle wktu 1st year...huhu...nk kata memain pun ye jugak...tp aku amik ni sbg pengalaman..."EXPERIENCE IS A GOOD TEACHER"...wktu ni gak la aku mula mengenali kwn2 sprt my dearest Ameer Kaur (bnyk bnda yg kiteorg kongsi sama),Tini, Sumi,Fizah,Mina,Haizul,Hizami & rmai lg...

Bile dah msk 2nd year & 3rd year aku mula memahami rentak pembelajaran disini...aku mula faham apa yg aku belajar selama ni...wktu ni gak aku dpt pengalaman berharga ble aku dapt assignment yg perlu aku mix..bkn saja dgn bangsa melayu aku saja tp dgn bangsa2 lain sprt India & Cina...aku seronok ble dpt group dgn mereka...aku dpt luaskan network aku and pergaulan aku...alhamdulillah sepanjng group dgn mereka aku, aku x face bnyk mslh..antara kwn2 yg slalu jd group member aku adalah Karthigeyen,Amoi a.k.a Chong Li Ling, Lim,Pei Shia, Siew Ping, Jane, Sok Hoon...slain tu gak Hizami Hadri antare kwn rapat aku di fak..ingt lg stiap kali nk exam kiteorg slalu wat study group..spot ape soalan nk kuar..and wktu exam gak aku ade seorg kwn yg aku pnggil cikgu..die adelah Ija..kt sini aku btul2 nk ckp thx a lot kat Ija & Amoi yg byk ajar aku esp utk paper Corporate Accounting & Internal Audit...i really appreciate it..

Fakulti ni bnyak ajar aku cara utk ade self confident...di sni aku belajar cr berkomunikasi dgn baik..disini juga aku berpeluang utk interview syarikat2 besar & mereka yg mempunyai jawatan besar & mempunyai title sprt Datuk etc...selain itu, disni gak aku berpeluang bertentang mata, mendengar ucapan & ambil gmbr dgn my idol Dato' Sri Anthony Francis Fernandes...byk pengalaman berharga aku perolehi disini...walaupun bkn senang utk aku tempuhi alam sbg seorang pelajar di sini namun aku bersyukur...sekurang2nya penat lelah aku disini dibayar...Alhamdulillah...

Disni aku ingin ucapkan jutaan terima kasih kpd kwn2 yg selalu ade dgn aku spnjgn aku bergelar pelajar di sini....antaranya adalah Ameer Kaur, Sairul Sarihah, Siti Suhaida, Serifathiyah, Nor Ainna,Noor Syuhadah, Syakila, Nor Syazianty, Hizami, Haizul and ramai lg...thx a lot girls and boys & termasuk my juniors...hope u guys sume success dlm career & life msg2 after dis...love u all so much muuuaaakkkkssss!!!!!!!!

~UM dlm kenangan part 1~

2010-04-23T09:53:00.000-07:00

Salam semua….

Tnggal berapa hari je aku akn menamatkan status…..status????hehe status sbg seorg pelajar..lnsyaallah akn menatkan status sbg seorg Pelajah Ijazah Sarjana Muda Perakaunan…Insyaallah perancangan utk menyambung pelajaran ke perngkt yg lbih tinggi itu ada dlm kotak fikiran aku cuma aku perlu memikirkan beberapa prkara sblm keputusan muktamad itu ada…

So aku ingt nk coretkan sesuatu dlm blog ini supaya at least nnti klu 5 thn, 10 thn atau 20 thn lg klu nk ingat blk kenangan bergelar pelajr di Universiti Malaya bleh baca dlm blog ni..at least klu aku sudah x ada ini keluarga aku kwn2 aku still dpt baca semua kenangan aku di bumi UM ini…

Ok utk entry kali ni aku nk bercerita pngalamn aku spnjng 3 thn di Kolej Kediaman Keempat UM…errmmm knape aku start dgn citer KK4 dulu???coz ni adalah tmpt petama aku dtg bile aku jejakkn kaki di UM…

Aku still ingat mcm mane penatnya sepanjng minggu haluan siswa di UM…dgn x cukup tido…dgn kene denda…kene cangkung separuh…kene wat cheers kat DTC fight dgn kolej2 kediaman yg lain…haha ramai senior aku ckp “korang x kn rasa mcm ni lagi”…errmmm btul gk even 1 minggu yg pnuh dgn plbagai warna warni tp bg aku minggu ni best sbnarnya and kita x kn dpt lg knangan ni after ni even klu kite smbng blaja x kn ada lg pngalamn spnjn MINGGU HALUANSISWA….

Bergelar junior thn pertama di kk4 x byk bnda yg aku lakukan…errmm plg aku ingt ade lah join 1 or 2 projek tu pun sbg ajk biasa2 je..huhu tp plg aku ingt aku wakil KK4 dlm acara tarik tali utk Sukan Mahasiswa UM (SUKMUM) and wktu tu KK4 dpt msk final haha bangga gile!!!!!!!!tp kami kalah dpt tmpat no2 tp aku still bangga pencapaian terbaik aku stakat ni dlm acara sukan haha

Bile dh jd 2^nd year student…aku dpt 2 org roommate yg plg best…my dearest Fikah & mazuin…sgt best dpt dieorg sbg roommate..mcm2 bnda yg kiteorg wat sama2…suka duka kongsi sama2 haha ble ingt2 blk bleh nangis aku…blik kiteorg sgt happening siap pnah kene sound coz kiteorg bising tgh2 mlm buta haha…start tahun ni aku mula aktif kat KK4…and aku mula aktif dlm JKP Kesenian & Kreatif…aku dilantik oleh abg shukor sbg setiausaha atas recommendation oleh Mazuin…haha…disini aku mula mengenali my dearest abg shukor,amirul,syidah,aswad,nyzam…and ramai lg senior2 4^th dan gak junior yg lain…wktu ni aku sgt eager dgn JKP Seni…kiteorg wat mcm2 aktiviti antaranya Glitz & Glamour..kiteorg berjaya invite Ally Iskandar sbg speaker…ingt lg kenangan dpt talk face 2 face dgn Ally kat Sri Pentas utk invite die sbg speaker kiteorg…haha sgt best!!!!!!!!!!!and wktu ni gak aku join projek Pesta Pantun Bestari (pertandingan pantun antara universiti d M’sia) 1^st time projek ni diadakan…wktu ni aku dpt lihat mcm mana Aswad (pengarah projek) dan ajk2 yg lain termasuk aku bertungkus lumus utk menjayakan projek ni…Alhamdulillah projek ni sudah jadi projek tahunan utk KK4 and kali ke 3 diadakan tahun ni..and harap akn kekal sampai bila2…

Ok skrang citer pasal 3^rd year…errrmmmm…tahun ni aku pegang jawatan sbg Pengerusi JKP Kesenian & Kreatif…pegang jwtn sbg seorng sbg pemimpin…jawatan yg tinggi and u have price to pay for it!!!!!!byk perkara yg berlaku spnjgn tahun ni…suka…..dukaaaaaaaaa….haha…tp alhamdulillah aku berjaya melaluinya….ats sokongan senior2, kwn2, and my lovely ajk JKP Kesenian & Kreatif…it’s x easy to be a leader???serious klu nk jd pemimpin hanya utk nama aku cadngkn lupakan saja niat “baik” tu…tp aku sgt bersyukur coz aku dpt ajk yg sgt supportive….yg stick dgn aku x kira susah atau senang…I love u all so much!!!!!!!!!thx to my dearest syahmi,vincent,canny,asmah,nani,faizal,qori,afiq,kevin,levia and ramai lagi…terus terang without u all (AJK JKP Kesenian & Kreatif sesi 2007/2008 KK4) aku tahu aku x kan mampu utk handle JKP ni…I know all of u know who u are..sorry I cant mention all of ur name…from bottom of my heart I really want to say thank you so muchhh!!!!!!!

Aku wat kptsn utk tnggalkan 4^th….keputusan yg aku wat disbbkn alasan yg kukuh…w/pun jauh di sudut hati aku syg kn kolej ni…harapn aku utk kolej ni smoga generasi akn dtg yg bakal memimpin or sdang memimpin kolej ni akn lbih effective & efficient….

Aku juga nk ucapkan thx a lot utk abg faiz, abg acap, abg nuri, kak shark, apiz s’pore, farida asro, saii….and ramai lg especially student 4^th batch 06/07….thx 2 all of u…hope 2 c u all in future=)

Sbnarnya ada byk lg knangan aku di 4^th tp aku rasa ada perkara yg kdg2 aku perlu smpn sndiri…and kenangan tu akn ku bawa sehingga hujung pernafasan ku…….

p/s:will have 2^nd entry….kenangan di Fakulti Perniagaan dan Perakaunan….

~apa ada dgn hari ini~

2010-04-07T21:54:00.001-07:00

apa ada dengan hari ini???

dengan bangga aku ingin memberitahu hari ini merupakan hari terakhir utk aku pegi class...what i'm feel???feel good???or bad???i choose both!!!!!!!!!!

tp rasa sedih tu lebih dari rasa happy...sedih sbb lpas ni maybe susah dah nak jmpa kwn2 yg lain...sedih sbb lpas ni dah x leh rasa mcm mane undergraduate pnye life...seriously aku mmg rasa hidup sbg undergraduate ni mmg best....ada mcm2 warna...seronok + sedih =????? haha mcm2 ada...

hari ni still akn bawa kamera and plan nk snap byk gmba dgn kwn2 yg lain and plus nk amik gmbar dgn my juniors...so plan nk pi klas awal ari ni...haha and hari ni xde mood nak wat soalan tutorial huhu ape lagi proses mintak jawapan dr org seblah adalah misi penting hari ini..and aku dah tau siapa mangsa aku..jeng2..haha

p/s:sedang mencari ilham utk menulis entry ttg warna warni kehidupan aku sbg pelajar UM selama 4 tahun..tp entry tu still under maintenance so maybe after dis br leh tulis dgn lengkap kot...see yeaahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Ada apa dengan ini Minggu~

2010-04-04T21:09:00.000-07:00

Salam semua...

Week of 14???apa ade dgn minggu ini...minggu terakhir bergelar Pelajar Ijazah Sarjana Muda Perakaunan Universiti Malaya (insyaallah)...

even dis is d final week before we go to the study week..tp perjuangan belum selesai!!!wah gitu hehe...ade beberapa perkara yg masih perlu aku selesaikan selagi aku bergelar pelajar antaranya ialah:

1. Spanish writing test 2 (sbnarnya ari ni ade test die kul 5pm wish me luck ok!!!)

2. Mock interview selasa 6/4/2010 (dis time i will be the interviewer so x lah cuak sgt hehe)

3. Fieldwork report for Communication 4 Employment (due date 8/4/2010 but disbbkn I syg sgt my lecturer Pn Fauziah I will submit on 6/4/2010 sbnarnya dah malas nk fikir2 and x nk delay2 hehe siap anta terus hehe)

4. Spanish Oral test 7/4/2010 (ni yg plg wat aku gelabah klu writing tu x tau bleh la hentam je ni klu oral x tau nk jwb nk ckp ape??huhuhu once again people plz wish me luck!!!!)

5. Report + Slide + Presentation Ma3 (supposedly we need to submit d report & do d presentation on dis week tp disbbkn Dr Rozita sakit bnda ni kene delay...errmmm nk wat mcm mane...and we need to do it during d study week..Gosh!!!! ingat study week dah x de ape2 tp still ade gak huhu report on progress really want to give our best 2 dis assignment..gambateh!!!!!!!)

6. Lastly aku x abis blaja kete..baru ade lesen L..before start keje dah kene ade lesen so nk x nk study week ni kene abiskn lesen P...huhu so aku akn blk Perak wktu study week ni huhu

tgk bnyak kn bnda yg x siap and x settle lg...huhu..xpe2 7 sem sblm ni bleh face x kn sem akhir ni x leh wat yg terbaik kn???hehe so Sharifah Hafizah chaiyok2!!!!!!!!!!

and good luck 2 all my frenz x kisah la yg kt FPP UM or Fak2 lain kt Um or yg kt U2 lain d seluruh M'sia or luar M'sia yg akn ade final exam x lama lg...give ur best shoot 4 dis exam ok...Good Luck utk tuan pnye blog yg lpas ni kene smbng study Spanish hehe=)

~kehilangan~

2010-04-03T11:59:00.001-07:00

Salam...

Sbnarnya siang tadi aku ke Klang utk menghadiri majlis perkahwinan adik kwn aku..kenduri sbnarnya sblah mlm..tp aku & kwn2 yg lain decide nk ziarah umah yan lg pun aku pun x pnah dtg umah yan..so kami sume tolak ke klang dlm kul 3pm..ble smpai umah yan kami dijamu mkn and lpas tu kami lepak2 dpn tv..tbe2 aku dpt msg dr kwn aku dgn menyatakan "adik mina harun meninggal dunia...xcdnt"...

Ya Allah..aku rasa sangat2 tersentap...aku kenal mereka berdua ni..apa ptt aku buat skrg??aku call si pengirim sms aku tnya citer sbnar tp pengirim sms pun blum dpt gambaran yg jelas ttg perkara ni..Ya Allah dlm hati aku x dpt bayangkn keadaan mina..then aku call Ameer and die ckp die pun dpt sms yg same...lpas tu aku dpt call..mina call aku..wktu ni aku sgt2 terkejut coz aku sgt x sangka mina akn call aku...die menangis ble dngar die nangis aku turut nangis..die ckp die x kuat utk face bnda ni..Ya Allah mina sabr byk2 mina kene kuat utk keluarga mina..klu mina lemah dieorg juga lemah..aku hanya mampu mntk mina bersabar"

Ya Allah sesungguhnya ini adalah dugaan yg berat bg mereka..aku pernah merasai bagaimana pedihnya rasa kehilangan org yg plg rapat dgn aku dan yg plg aku syg arwah mak aku..Ya Allah sesungguhnya ini adalah takdir yg telah Engkau ttp kn...aku berdoa padaMu Engkau tabahkanlah hati keluarga sahabatku Nor Aminah bt Amin dalam menghadapi dugaan dariMu ini Ya Allah...amin

Al-Fatihah buat adik Harun semoga roh mu tenang di sana...amin

~Din Beramboi~

2010-04-01T11:20:00.001-07:00

Salam semua...

errmmm dikejutkn oleh ym dr kwn aku yg mengatakan din beramboi telah meninggal dunia..aku tau ada rumors mengatakan arwah dah meninggal..kwn aku ckp ni sahih try cek kt page Faizal Tahir...terus aku cek and aku buka gak page Aznil Hj Nawawi...sememangnya Allah lebih menyayangi arwah...Arwah meninggal dunia pada jam 12.30 mlm di Hospital Selayang...

Aku percaya sesungguhnya pemergian arwah meninggalkan kesan yg amat dalam bkn saja dkat family ttp rakan2 & juga peminat2 arwah...

Semoga arwah ditempatkan di golongan hamba Allah yang soleh...amin

Al Fatihah...

~THE STATEMENT~

2010-03-30T22:59:00.000-07:00

Salam....

Do u read about the statement that made by Ricky Martin???

"Latin pop icon Ricky Martin tells fans he is gay"

LOS ANGELES (AFP) – Puerto Rican singer Ricky Martin, in a bombshell to legions of his fans all over the world, on Monday confirmed a longtime rumor that he is gay.

"I am proud to say that I am a fortunate homosexual man. I am very blessed to be who I am," he wrote on his rickymartin.com website.

With his swiveling hips and scintillating salsa moves, Martin has been an object of adoration by million of fans around the world, especially of the female variety.

The Latin pop singer records and performs mostly in Spanish, but has a huge crossover following in English thanks in large part to his 1999 smash hit "Livin' La Vida Loca" ("Livin' the Crazy Life") and his chart-topping "She Bangs" the following year.

Martin, 38, told his fans that his decision to divulge his sexual orientation marks "an amazing turning point in my life" and it started a few months ago when he began the process of writing his memoirs.

"From the moment I wrote the first phrase I was sure the book was the tool that was going to help me free myself from things I was carrying within me for a long time," Martin wrote on his website.

He said the secret over time had become "too heavy for me to keep inside" and that he joyfully embraces his gay identity as "something worth celebrating."

The pop singer added that he did not come out earlier because advisers over the years had warned that he might ruin his career were he to reveal to his fans that he is gay.

He was also worried about the impact on his young twin sons, who were conceived with the assistance of a surrogate mother.

"Many people told me... 'all the years you've worked and everything you've built will collapse'," he wrote.

"Allowing myself to be seduced by fear and insecurity became a self-fulfilling prophecy of sabotage. Today I take full responsibility for my decisions and my actions."

Coming out "fills me with strength and courage," Martin said.

"Today is my day, this is my time, and this is my moment."

Like a number of pop stars of his generation, Martin was a stage and recording star from childhood. He rose to fame as a member of the Puerto Rican boy band "Menudo" in the 1980s, before striking out on a solo career.

Fans were mostly supportive of the singer. His website lit up with postings from supporters writing in Spanish and English, praising him for his decision to live his life honestly and openly.

One fan on Martin's website offered "congratulations on finally freeing yourself from the ball and chain that living a closeted life is."

Another, who went by the name Libracolo, wrote that "the people who genuinely respect you as a father and an artist could care less who you are sleeping with."

"Continue to live your life with the same amount of dignity and pride you have done so far and let the naysayers and the haters burn in hell."

Another, whose signature was merely "proud of you," wrote: "I am so proud of the BIG step you've taken today. I have seen what many of my gay friends go through when hiding their true identity and it's a shame.... I'm sure the people that truly love you (the ones who really matter) will continue to love and are proud of this big step."

But the posts also included a smattering of negative correspondence like the one sent from "sorry for you," who taunted "your soul will burn in hell!"

The five-time Grammy award winner also has been hailed for his philanthropic efforts including his work as a UNICEF goodwill ambassador and the creation of his Puerto Rico-based Ricky Martin Foundation to promote health, education and social justice for children around the world.

When I read this statement the only words that come out from my mouth is "oooo....ookkk"...Nowadays this kind of thing is like a phenomena..so many men they choose to be "men" in different meaning...huhu..anyway I don't want to talk much about this issue, I'm sure everyone have their own opinion and view about this issue...I just want to share this information with all of u...and one more thing i believe many Ricky's fans especially womens they will disappointed with this statement..haha

Ok daaaa!!!!!!!!!!

source:http://news.yahoo.com/s/afp/20100330/en_afp/entertainmentmusicmartinpeoplegay_20100330142033

Rindu = Miss

2010-03-30T09:18:00.001-07:00

Salam....

Can I say something here???eerrrrrmmmmm.......nk ckp ape????

I miss.....saya rindu.....sangat sangat.......

Saya rindu family saya....(rase nak nangis)

Tak tau nape lately ni asyik fikirkn mereka...

Hati sabar yer minggu depan kite balik jmpe our family....

I miss them so badly...

Abah ayong rindu sangat kt abah!!!!!!

Arif ayong rindu kamu!!!!!!

Rindu sangat2 ni!!!!!!!

ank perempuan mmg selalu mcm ni...huhu

sha klu mcm ni mcm mane nk pi oversea???

hehe...i will bring them together with me...no matter what..hehe

Dating 101: Is He Mr. Right?

2010-03-28T16:21:00.000-07:00

Salam...

I find something interesting in Yahoo page...and I think I should share it with all of u..and maybe this tips can help u to find ur Mr.Right...who knows right???maybe someone next to u right now is not someone that right for u...so plz read this tips ok..and after that u can make ur own judgement...enjoy reading...

Think your Mr. Next has the potential to be Mr. Right? Before you leap without looking, take an honest inventory. See how many of the following five essential traits he possesses.

Dating Trait #1: He listens to you

The best way to know if Mr. Next is interested in (and worthyof) being a candidate for Mr. Right? He listens to you. You'll know he's listening when he shows genuine concern, consistently remembers things you've told him (your birthday, favorite food, best friend's name, etc.), and offers emotional support in honest and thoughtful ways.

Dating Trait #2: He connects with you easily

We've all been in those relationships that take W-O-R-K (and suck the life force out of us in the process). When a relationship works on its own, it feels effortless, easy, and fluid. You don't have to force anything, forgive anyone, or turn a blind eye to red flags or gut-twisters. Instead, you communicate and collaborate with comfort, compatibility, and undeniable chemistry. If and when you experience this kind of interaction, you are on to something really special.

Dating Trait #3: He wants the real you

So often, women feel the need to sacrifice some part of themselves to make a relationship work. In the right relationship, there's no need. You don't have to hide, tone down, or apologize for any aspect of you or your fabulous life. With the right partner, you're not only able to be yourself, but you're better able to be the best version of your most authentic self -- no compromises needed.

Dating Trait #4: He's trustworthy

A relationship without trust is doomed from the start.

A relationship without trust is doomed from the start. But a relationship with abundant trust? A fabulous foundation for real and lasting love! Built over time, trust is based on the simple belief system that your partner has your best interests at heart and will never intentionally hurt you (and vice versa). If and when you discover that Mr. Next is 100 percent trustworthy, you'll have no trouble giving your heart to him. In return, he'll most likely give you his heart and pave the way for a lasting, loving relationship to unfold.

Dating Trait #5: He enriches your life

In the wrong relationship, your partner tears you to emotional shreds, brings you down, and in general drains your energy. In the right relationship, he enriches your life, inspires you to be your best self, and brings a sense of peace and possibility to you. You'll know Mr. Next is enriching your life if and when he encourages and supports you professionally, personally, and spiritually. And when he does, he may just be Mr. Right!

Does your Mr. Next possess all five qualities? If so, congratulations! You have done your homework, chosen wisely, and are now well positioned for relationship success.

If not, pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and get back into the dating pool with a clearer understanding of who you want to date. Remember, finding your life partner isn't always easy, but by being clear, honoring yourself, and acting accordingly, you'll cut down on wasted time with Mr. Wrong and Mr. Next, and ultimately make room for Mr. Right.

source:http://dating.personals.yahoo.com/singles/datingtips/88959/dating-101-is-he-mr-right

~wedding of d year~

2010-03-28T12:55:00.000-07:00

Salam semua....

Jam sekarang menunjukkn angka 3.55 am and aku still xleh nk tido...x tau kenapa....dh puas main pusing2 ats katil tp still x leh tido...so aku amik decision buka laptop & surf internet...lpas tu terfikir plak ape kate aku tulis citer pasal kemeriahan majlis perkahwinan Wan Nor Asyikin & Mohd NOr Hisham...(my dearest cousin sister&brother)...alhamdulillah mereka berdua telah selamat diijab kabulkan pda 12 Mac 2010 yg lpas...aku antara org yg plg excited nk tnggu majlis ni..x sabar nk tgk dieorg berdua ni naik pelamin...coz dieorg ni merupakan antare org yg plg rapat dgn aku...bleh katekn klu nk tau pasal aku tnye dieorg 2 org ni haha...

11 Mac 2010

Hari ni aku bertolak blk ke Ipoh dgn cousin aku..kiteorg dh plan nk blk same2...sbb kn x sbr nk blk aku sanggup x pi tuto MA3...Dr Rozita I'm sorry=(...ble smpai kt umah kak ekyn aku tgk khemah dah dipasang and dlm umah pelamin pun dh dihias...wah cantik gle!!!!!and wktu aku smpai dieorg smua sibuk mskkn brg dlm paper bag..smpai2 je keje dh menunggu...huhu...mlm ni gak kami yg sepupu ni sbuk nk pkai inai same dgn bakal pengantin haha...and mlm ni kiteorg sume tido hampir pukul 4 pg...huhu (x sabar tnggu hari esok)

12 Mac 2010

Pagi2 lg loceng dh berbunyi and kami semua kene bgn....huhu rasenya mcm br je tido...xpe2 smangat nk kenduri pnya pasal...lpas je breakfast tugas2 dah diagihkan...ape tugas aku???mmg terbaik tugas aku ni...aku kene rebus 700 biji telur...700 ok..bkn sikit....utk masukkan dlm paper bag utk dibuat bunga pahar & mcm2 lg...aduh aku mmg fail sikit bab rebus telur ni...huhu...xpe usaha tangga kejayaan..haha...ok lpas je solat jumaat kak ekyn yg dh siap disolek bersedia utk ke masjid coz majlis akad nikah akn berlangsung selepas solat jumaat...and kali ni aku jd org kuat kak ekyn coz kene duduk teman die sepanjang majlis tu...nervous katenye...(no hal la sis)....Alhamdulillah dgn skali lafaz kak ekyn sah bergelar isteri kpd abg sham...and cinta yg bersulam hampir 4 tahun telah diikat dgn ikatan yg sah...alhamdulillah...sepatutnya majlis berinai besar akan diadakan pada mlm ini...tp ade sesuatu berlaku...salah seorang pak cik aku diserang sakit dada yg kritikal dan terpaksa di bawa ke hospital...semua org jd cemas...and majlis tersebut terpaksa dibatalkan...alhamdulillah ayah chu x ada ape2....

13 Mac 2010

Hari yg ditunggu semua org telah tiba...hari ni aku ditugaskn utk jaga hadiah yg akn diberikn pd tetamu dan juga meja pengantin...agak berat tugas ni...huhu..tp alhamdulillah semua berjalan lancar...wktu ni lah nk jmpe saudara mara sebelah keluarga abah yg x pernah aku jmpe...ramai gak saudara mara sepupu sepapat keluarga abah ni huhuhu....ok majlis sblah ptg tamat dlm kul 4 and akn ada majlis sblah mlm plak...ok sblah mlm ada majlis mkn2 utk rai sanak saudara yg telah penat lelah wktu siang td..ade sesi karaoke..ape lg sume org tnjuk bakat msg2..majlis potong kek...and smbtn hari jadi sape yg lahir bln mac...and jeng2 ade surprise utk dieorg yg smbt birthday mlm tu...tepung & telur menanti anda...ni semua plan adik aku arip & ajib (2 org yg pnuh dgn idea utk prank org lain uhuhuh) ape lagi uncle mat,chu & abg ley bermandi tepung & telur la..haha yg best pengantin lelaki pn kene skali...haha...kiteorg yg jd tukang tgk ni pun kene skli...abis muka aku kene tepung klu tau x yah make up pn x pe..haha...majlis berakhir dgn sesi buka hadiah....

14 Mac 2010

Hari ni majlis sebelah keluarga abg sham plak...disbbkn rumah pengantin lelaki "SGT LA JAUH" belakang umah k.ekyn je so kiteorg smua decide jln kaki...kecuali pengantin kene naik kete....kesian pengantin (xpe bg peluang haha)...majlis kt umah abg sham pun x kurang meriahnya...kami semua dismbut mesra oleh keluarga abg sham..terima kasih semua!!!!!!k.ekyn kami tnggalkn kt umah abg sham...ye lah dh jd hak milik org...wktu ni part plg touching ble tgk k.ekyn peluk enda (mak k.ekyn) smbil nangis teresak2...lg sedih ble tgk k.ekyn peluk abg ley (abg k.ekyn)smbil membisikn sesuatu & nangis gak..and k.ekyn (bisik kt aku ayong jgn blk lg tau tnggu k.ekyn) aku pun nangis gak...huhu..touching la part ni..huhuhu....

Smpai je umah uncle mat tnye kt ipoh ni ade snugai x???rase nk mndi sungai...ni la org KL blk kg cr sungai coz kl susah nk jmpe sungai...so kiteorg decide pi mndi kt sg itik kt kampar....best gle tempat ni...and aku mmg suke sungai..pantang jmpe sungai terus lompat masuk dlm..best bangat....mlm nye plak ade sesi bbq seisi keluarga..happynya!!!!!!!!!

15 Mac 2010

Sepatutnya pagi2 lg blk aku dh blk kl..tp disbbkn byk sgt org cube halang so aku & k.yani decide blk mlm so ape lg aku terpksa skip klas spanish...sorry sir=( ari ni best coz uncle mat nk blanja kiteorg mkn mee kicap yg plg best kt ipoh...thx a lot uncle mat...love u so much muuuuaaaaakkkssss!!!!!!!!!!lps smua org knyang perut kiteorg pi padang polo ipoh bkn utk main polo tp utk sesi click2 amik gmba...and mcm biasa all of my cousins we are so photogediks haha...and we love 2 pose...bis je amik gmba and mkn pizza hut dlm kul 10pm br kiteorg grak blk KL...huhu...tp I'm so happy 2 be with all d people that can make me happy...I love u all so much...muaakkksss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s:mmg happy sgt2...lpas ni dh xde majlis kahwin..ble lg la kite semua nk gather same2 mcm ni....i will miss all of dis moment...haha yg agk best sepupu perempuan aku semua dh kahwin...and d only one yg x kawen lg ku...aku???haha and ade ulut2 yg usik aku lpas ni kite pi kenduri fizah la plak..haha...

~Irdina Batrisyia dlm kenangan~

2010-03-28T09:44:00.001-07:00

Salam semua...cube tgk gmba adik kt ats ni..comelkn???nama dia irdina batrisyia sdap name die secantik rupa parasnya...sbnarnya adik ni anak saudara kwn aku...td tibe2 die chat dgn aku and ckp die tgh sedih..dlm hati knape dgn die ni...yg aku tau ayah die tgh sakit...sakit sama mcm arwah mak aku...sumthng happen kt ayah die ke...die ckp die br kehilangan ank sedara die (adik yg gmbar die kt ats tu) terkejut aku...aku pun tnya mcm mane bleh jd mcm tu...die cerita kt aku...

irdina batrisyia berusia 5 tahun...seorng kanak2 yg comel dan periang....semua org akn tertarik dgn telatah adik ni...dr koleksi gmba2 arwah aku percaya adik ni seorg yg betah di depan kamera..mcm2 pose dan gaya adik ni wat...hehe....tahun lpas adik irdina demam..and demam tu x kebah2...and one day die pengsan..ble bawa pi hospital doktor sahkan adik irdina mengalami sakit barah saraf....berat sungguh penderitaan adik irdina...mak dan ayah adik irdina x menduga anak mereka akn menderita mengalami sakit tersebut...dr susuk tubuh yg berisi adik irdina menjadi sgt2 kurus...penderitaan selama setahun berakhir pada subuh khamis yg lepas apabila adik irdina menghembuskan nafas yg terakhir....sesungguhnya pemergian ini sukar diterima oleh ahli keluarga adik irdina termasuk pak cik arwah yg sgt rapat dgn arwah....

ape yg aku bleh katakan disini adalah semua ini suratan dr Allah yg pasti ada hikmah disebaliknya....kehilangan sesorang yg amat kita sayang bukanlah sesuatu yg mudah utk diterima oleh akal dan hati....hanya doa yg dpt dikirim sbg pengubat kerinduaan hati...

p/s: kepada pairul azmie sekeluarga diharapkan kalian tabah dgn dugaan ini...mungkin ini semua ada hikmah disebaliknya....Al-Fatihah buat adik Irdina Batrisyia

~Pulau Tioman~

2010-03-07T21:20:00.000-08:00

Salam everyone…wktu tulis blog ni aku br bgn dr tido..haha penat giler coz aku smpai KL dr Tioman kul 2 pagi..Tioman???ok post kali ni aku nk citer pengalaman aku bercuti selama 3 hari 2 malam di Pulau Tioman..terus terang aku ckp ni 1^st time aku pi tioman blum pernah smpai…so mcm biasa la bnda yg kite wat 1^st time ni excited die lain mcm sikit…3 hari sblm nk pi aku dah kemas baju msk dlm beg excited pnya pasal..ok percutian kali ni aku rancang bersama housemate2 aku termasuk adopted housemate at first kiteorg plan nk pi salah satu pulau yg terdapat di utara Malaysia tp bile fikir2 blk mcm dah biasa org pi and aku sndiri pernah pi kt tmpt tu and kiteorg tukar plan nk pi negara jiran sblah m’sia tp kbnaran dr parents msng2 x diluluskan so terpaksa tukar lg plan…and last kiteorg decide pegi pulau tioman ats cadangan abg aina merangkap ketua rombongan kali ni ni..ok jom aku citerkn pengalaman aku kt Pulau Tioman yg bg aku salah satu pulau yg ptt ada dlm rancangan percutian korang..

Khamis 4 Mac 2010

Kami semua ptt bertolak ke Kuala Pilah pd tarikh ni after semua org abis klas dlm kul 6pm and nasib kami baik ble lecturer kami bnarkn kami amik test mid sem awal sehari dr bdk2 yg lain..haha mmg aku syg Dr Rozita lebih la muuuaahhh!!!!!!!lpas maghrib kiteorg grak ke Kuala Pilah..kiteorg akn berkumpul di umah aina coz family aina pun akn join gak holiday kali ni…kami smpai umah aina dlm kul 10 and lpas mkn sume org kene tido awal coz esk kiteorg kene bertolak ke mersing plak…dlm hati sume org x sbr nk pi tioman smpai ada yg x leh tido..haha

Jumaat 5 Mac 2010

After breakfast dlm kul 8 kami semua bersiap utk bertolak ke Mersing coz kami akn naik feri ke tioman dr Mersing…perjalanan dr Kuala Pilah ke Mersing ambil masa hampir 3 jam…nasib kami baik bile kami smpai di jeti feri dah ada tnggal nk gerak je nasib feri x tnggalkn kiteorg klu x mmg nangis la..haha..ok dr Mersing kami naik feri ke kampong genting pulau tioman and perjalanan menggunakan feri ambil masa hampir 2 jam…huhu..aku mmg mabuk laut and aku dah prepare asam and minyak cap kapak dlm beg…stiap masa aku sumbat asam dlm mulut takut muntah biar la org nk ck apa aku x kisah haha..and akhirnya kami smpai gak di kampong genting..di sini kami bermalam di Sun Beach Resort kami disambut oleh En Syam merangkap org yg bertanggungjawab utk uruskan percutian kiteorg disini..lpas check in kami ke villa family aina utk mkn..mkn tepi laut mmg best…tanpa buang masa lpas mkn kiteorg pi jln2 pusing sekitar kampong genting tgk apa2 yg menarik kt sini…lpas tu kami pegi pilih life jacket and goggles yg akn dipakai wktu snorkeling nnti..abg aina a.k.a angah ajar kami serba sdikit cara mcm mana nk snorkeling sbbkn ni 1^st time kami nk wat bnda ni rasa mcm susah sikit tp x pe kami enjoy haha…lpas solat dlm kul 8 kami sume pegi ke villa utk sesi BBQ bak kata angah budak2 ni dtg villa ni utk mkn je nk tido dieorg blk bilik dieorg mmg btul pun villa ni ibarat markas makanan kami haha…after sesi BBQ kami jln2 tepi pantai smbil layan perasaan jiwang msng2 haha…sbb kn siang tadi perjalanan agak pnjang so kiteorg msk tido awal and pagi esk kiteorg kene bgn awal ada bnyak bnda nk kene wat…haha

Sabtu 6 Mac 2010

Lpas je solat subuh kami sume siap2 nk pegi breakfast and after breakfast dlm kul 9 kami sume naik bot utk ke pulau tempat kami akn snorkeling agak jauh gak jarak dr kampong genting ke pulau ni ambil masa hampir 30 minit…dlm perjalanan aku rasa pening lalat aduh ni msti kes mabuk ni aku dah la terlupa bawa asam mati la aku mcm ni aku x bnyak ckp wktu ni…ble smpai kt pulau tu instructor suruh kami trun dr bot and apa lagi dgn bantuan life jacket & goggles kami dpt lihat keindahan ciptaan allah di dalam laut…Subhanaallah cantik sangat…dgn ikan2 yg cantik2…tp malangnya wktu ni aku rasa mual ni sume akibat aku rasa mabuk…wktu kwn2 yg lain tgh sibuk snorkeling aku naik ats bot coz aku dah x tahan..naik je ats bot aku telah berjaya meluahkan sume isi perut aku huhu sume org terkejut tgk aku..aku dah x kisah wt muka x bersalah lpas tu br aku rasa lega…lpas abis snorkeling kiteorg dibawa ke taman laut…disini kiteorg berpeluang bg ikan makan..best giler kt sini…bg mkn ikan dlm laut ok…bkn campak2 mcm tu je…kite akn dpt rasa ikan disekeliling kita and die akn gigit roti yg kite bg best giler…terjerit2 aku bile ikan tu gigit jari aku..haha…1 jam kiteorg kt sini lpas ni kiteorg dibawa ke tempat shopping free tax utk shopping..tp kiteorg dah plan x nk shopping kt sini kiteorgakn shopping kt Mersing nnti…so kt sini kiteorg juz jln2 and ambil gmbr…apa lg pose!!!!!!!!!!!ble smpai resort sumeorg penat and kiteorg tertido and bile dah hmpir maghrib br kiteorg terjaga huhu…mlm ni kiteorg ada special task dr mak aina mak cik norma…kiteorg ditugaskn utk masak..masak???klu x masak kiteorg x bleh pi karaoke mlm tu…huhu..apa lg kami berenam pi la dapur utk masak ats bantuan aina…sumeorg semangat masak coz masing2 x sbar nk pi karaoke..haha selesai je masak and mkn kietorg sume cpt2 siap nk pi karaoke kt kdai ang ROCK yg kiteorg dah survey harga die…3 lagu RM5 and 9 lagu percuma 1 lagu..apa lg wktu ni sume org nyanyi..aku pun nyanyi skali even suara x berapa nk sdap..aku x kisah belasah je…wktu ni family aina pun join skali…mmg happening…yg klakar klu abg kdai tu x suruh blk mmg smpai subuh kiteorg kt situ…pukul 1am br kiteorg blk dr kdai karaoke tu haha…abis je nyanyi kiteorg x terus blk bilik…kiteorg lepak2 dulu smbng2 dulu hampir kul 3am br kiteorg msuk bilik…good nite…

Ahad 6 Mac 2010

Last day kt sini..hari ni x de specific activity..bnyak kpd activity bebas so after breakfast kiteorg sume decide nk pi mandi laut wat kali terakhir before kiteog say goodbye to tioman…after mandi laut kitorg siap2 and apa lg aktiviti ambil gmbr pun bermula…kiteorg pi lepak kt kdai ais kacang smntara tnggu feri dtg…sedih la plak nk tnggalkn tioman ni…rasa mcm nk extend kn lg holiday ni tp nk wat mcm mana x bleh huhu…feri kami pun smpai and time to say good bye to tioman sempat kami ambil gmbr dgn syam a.k.a Reza (klu korang tgk citer Na O Mei msti korang knal sapa reza ni) haha gmbr ni special utk afzan…aku tertido dlm feri sdar2 je dah smpai mersing…ok skrg time utk shopping…ni kene bli souvenir di sbbkn kene budget so x leh la nk shopping lbih2…abis je shopping kiteorg pegi mkn sblm bertolak blk ke Kuala Pilah…kami smpai di umah aina hampir kul 11pm..di sbbkn masing2 ada kelas esk nya and nur &afzan kene keje so kiteorg decide mlm tu gak kene blk KL…alhamdulillah kami selamat smpai kt umah dgn selamat….sume org pnat smpai umah je tnpa byk ckp aku terus tido….ZZZZzzzzzzZZZZZ

Holiday kali ni mmg best…thanks girls korang mmg best (Aina,Seri,Yan,Nur,Afzan&Syakila).Thx a lot gak kt family Aina utk holiday ni..lpas ni jgn lupe ajak sy lg even sy mabuk laut hehe…salah satu kenangan yg akn aku smpan dlm ingatan aku…insyaallah akn ada holiday yg lain plak lpas ni…ahhakszz tgh tungu gmbr cik seri kite upload dlm FB…so sape2 yg nk tgk our pics tnggu yer dlm proses…pendapat aku klu korang nk pi bercuti ke Pulau Tioman jgn lupa pilih Sun Beach Resort service die mmg tip top terbaik..harga die pun mmg reasonable..jarak antara chalet dgn pantai hanya 20 tapak kaki..dkat giler..tmpt yg sesuai utk release tension…so jgn lupe pilih resort ni yer…hahaa

Byeeee

~tiba2 hati terkenang~

2010-02-24T08:30:00.000-08:00

tadi bila smbng dgn kwn aku pasal kenangan tu saat tu tibe2 hati terpikir "napa ko bg jwpn mcm tu??'' tp hati aku tnya blk "ko menyesal ke??'' huhu 2 soalan tu xde jwpn juz berlalu mcm tu je...tp kn bile fikir2 blk manis sbnarnya kenangan tu dan terus terang aku ckp i miss it so much...tp jarum jam dah x bleh nk berpatah balik so sha life must be go on....yupppp!!!!!!!!!!haha tibe2 terpikir nk tulis kt blog ape yg ada dlm hati...tu je...

p/s:actually today is not a good day 4 me...really hope tomorrow will be more better than today...amin

~beberapa persoalan~

2010-02-02T12:26:00.000-08:00

Salam....
Errmmm topik kali ni tajuk die mnjawab beberapa persoalan...ade beberapa perkara yg prlu aku beri pnjelasan kt sini coz aku x nk ada salah faham atau masalah in future (mcm serious je bnyi die...mmg agak serious)

Perkara pertama yg aku nk ckp pasal isu Facebook aku yg baru..maybe ramai yg pelik kenapa Sharifah Hafizah add aku blk dlm FB sdngkn die dah ade dlm friend list aku...maybe sesetengah dah tau or ade yg x tau ok aku nk citer sbb die...awal sem ari tu bile aku nk log in FB aku x bleh die ckp pwd aku invalid...what??mcm mane bleh jd mcm ni???and lebih malang lg email aku illyananatasya_87@yahoo.com.my tu pun aku x leh sign in coz pwd invalid...dah mcm2 bnda aku buat tp x leh gak...yg plg aku kecewa dgn email aku tu coz aku gune die utk aplly keje so syg sgt bile jd mcm tu...kwn2 aku ckp email aku tu kene hacked and sbb aku gune email yg sama utk FB so FB pun kene hacked skali...mmg bengang...tp x pe nk wat mcm mane dah xde rezeki so aku wat email yg baru and kali ni aku asingkn antara formal and x formal...so yg FB aku gune email lain...FB pun aku kene create yg lain...syg btul gmbr2 yg ade kt dlm FB yg lama dgn muka x malu aku mntk tlg kwn aku tag blk gmbr2 aku huhu terpaksa ok...kpd sume kwn2 yg ade ym aku dgn email yg lama plz delete yer coz aku dh x pkai email tu aku pun jarang gune ym skrg aku lebih prefer chat kt FB lg mudah and delete juga FB sy yg lama yg ade pic aku dgn bunga haha...

Isu ke 2 yg aku nk terngkn kt sini isu delete org dr FB kite...ermmm salah ke klu wat bnda tu????salah kot???x salah kot????bg aku depend on situation...ni pndpt aku bile aku approve seseorg tu jd kwn aku dlm FB aku harap die mmg bleh jd kwn aku...die bleh tgk status update aku die bleh tgk pics aku and die bleh tau ape yg aku wat coz aku mmg dah approve die utk wat sume tu tp...............ada tp nya....die kene la share ape yg die ade dlm FB tu dgn aku gak...cth nya status die or pics die or wall die...die bleh tgk FB kite tp kite x leh tgk FB die asyik tulis invisible la ape la...so aku rasa org2 mcm ni sbnarnye dh x berminat nk jd kwn aku so dr aku sakit hati baik aku delete die dr friend list aku....hello klu x nk bg org tgk FB kite baik x payah wat FB (nada geram) sbnarnya aku malas nk tulis bnda ni dlm blog ni tp aku terpksa bg explaination kt sini biar sume org tau citer sbnar jgn dngar dr sblah pihak ok...I CAN NOT TAKE IT THIS KIND OF THINGS ANYMORE.....kite dh dewasa so plz respect each other pnye privacy....

Isu ke 3...isu pasal entry aku yg ade tajuk UPDATING MY BLOG sejujurnya aku ckp entry tu sume melibtkn diri aku...x de kaitan dgn org lain sama ada hidup or dah meninggal dunia...so aku rase xde sbb kot klu org nk terasa hati...dan aku sndiri xde masa nk tulis blog semata mata nk perli2 org lain tp marah org lain tu ade coz org tu yg wat aku jd marah....

p/s:tolong la jgn nk jd mcm budak2....entry kali ni mmg version marah yer...sorry guys...tgh cube nk calm down ni....huiiiiiiisssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhh..........

~peminta sedekah~

2010-01-31T21:12:00.000-08:00

salam...

first of all nk tnye penah x korng wktu mkn dekat kdai ade org dtg dekati korang nk mntk derma or wktu pegi pasar ke nmpk org2 ini kt tepi jln sambil menghulurkn tangan utk mntk derma..pernah x???pernah x korang fikir mcm mane ek org buta tu bleh berjaln smpai kt tmpt tu??kdg2 bkn org buta je org2 tua yg dah x bleh nk berjalan dan uzur or kanak2 pun bleh smpai kt tmpt mcm tu...errrmmm entry kali ni aku nk citer pngalaman aku sndiri...2 soalan yg kt ats tu selalu aku fikir bile aku nmpk org2 mcm ni...dlm hati mmg kesian melihat dieorg..tp yg pelik adekah mereka ni bekerja utk mana2 sindiket yg ambil kesempatan atas kelemahan dieorg??ramai gak org ckp mcm 2...

ari tu aku ade pegi ke satu tmpt ni x perlu aku sbt di mana tmpt tu...yg pnting tmpt tu org ramai selalu pegi...aku pegi sorng diri sbb sume housemate blk kg..yg aku fikir wktu tu juz nk beli makanan and blk umah dgn cpt sbb aku x suke berada lama2 kt situ sesak...huhu...ok wktu dlm otw nk blk tibe2 aku nmpk sorang pak cik yg dah tua hulurkan bekas utk mntk sedekah dr org ramai yg lalu lalang kt situ..aku pn jln menghampiri pak cik tu niat hati nk bg juga la ape yg aku termampu..tibe2 aku terkejut bile aku nmpk sorang lelaki dtg dan terus die ckp mcm ni kat pak cik tu "dah penuh ke bekas tu???"pak cik tu angguk terus lelaki tu amik sume duit yg ade dlm bekas tu and blah mcm tu je...and pak cik tua tu hanya pandang dgn wajah yg sgt kecewa...wktu tu aku sgt2 terkejut bnda ni berlaku kt dpn mata aku...tibe2 aku jd takut trus aku jln and yg aku fikir wktu tu nk blk umah je...smpai kt satu simpang aku nmpk sorang pak cik buta smbil main muzik and dia pun mntk sedekah gak trus aku bg duit yg aku niat nk bg kt pak cik tua td kt pak cik buta tu...dlm hati aku ckp "pak cik even duit yg sy bg ni akn diambil oleh sindiket2 tu tp sy doa at least dgn ade duit ni mereka akn memberi pak cik mkn utk mlm ni"

jd 2 soalan yg selalu aku tertanya2 bile aku nmpk org2 mcm ni telah terjawab....mngkn ada yg berfikiran klu mcm tu baik x payah bg sedekah kt org mcm ni coz bkn dieorg yg dpt duit tu tp pendapat aku yg pnting niat kita ikhlas or klu kita nmpk org mcm ni baik kita berikan dieorg makanan yg bleh mereka makan at least sindiket2 tu x leh nk amik duit dr dieorg...renung2 kan lah =)

~updating my blog~

2010-01-27T20:45:00.000-08:00

salam semua....berhabuk btul blog ni coz dah lame btul rasene aku x update ape2 kt sini??nape ek dah lame x mencoret ape2 kt sini???errmmm snang je jwpn nye xde ape yg menarik utk aku tulis disini....hehe ok skrg ni aku dah di final sem sbg pelajar perakaunan UM...sedar x sedar dah hampir 4 tahun aku menghambakn diri aku dibumi UM ni dlm menuntut ilmu...insyaallah 4/5/2010 aku akn tamat study kt sini coz last paper aku jatuh pd tarikh tu...dan 5/5/2010 (mazuin ckp tarikh ni best sbb no 5 her fav number) the new chapter of my life will begin..ape die???sha nk kawen ke???harus la x???hello i'm jusz 23 ok..mude lg kot nk fikir bnda2 tu..i already get a job alhamdulillah abis je exam insyaallah trus start keje...tu yg aku impikn selama ni...alhamdulillah....

ok citer pasal sem ni...errmmm bg aku sem yg plg heaven..haha ape x nye hnye 9 jam kredit@3 paper and only 2 paper je yg ade exam..aku amik MANAGEMENT ACCOUNTING 3(paper wajib),2 paper elektif luar fak:COMMUNICATION FOR EMPLOYMENT&SPANISH LEVEL 1...SPANISH???yup my 3rd language hehe tp x la bleh bertutur fasih coz aku juz br amik level 1 tp subjk ni bg aku intersting lecturer die yg superb (he come from spain and my classmate syahmi ckp he is cute and i agree with him) haha and classmate yg happening so class ni x la boring at first mmg susah nk blaja coz sebutan die x sama mcm english tp lama2 alhamdulillah aku dh biasa..cume kene praktis selalu..hehe

citer pasal my social life..mcm biase klas dh x byk 1 hari 1 klas and sume start ptg..aku bleh ckp aku TERenjoy lebih plak..tp xpe ramai yg ckp mcm ni "sha enjoy je skrg coz after ni u dah x leh enjoy coz u dah kene start keje" bile dngar org ckp mcm tu ape lg aku enjoy smpai tahap cucuk langit la..haha tp tu x bermkna aku lupe t/jawab aku as a student aku still ade paper yg aku kene study and assignmnt yg kene submit and disbbkn ni final sem i have to work hard to improve my CGPA..enjo2 gak study jgn lupe tutorial still kene wat assgnmnt still kene submit ikt dateline tu prinsip aku ok...bile klas x byk ape lg shopping,movie&jln2 cr mkn tu sume jd hobi aku skrg haha...klu x keluar dgn housemate & adoopted housemate aku still ade girlfriends yg bleh aku kluar same2 sape lg klu bkn mazuin & fikah..thank god dieorg dpt keje kt area kl so x la aku bosan coz i still have them with me=)..after ni kiteorg plan to have a vacation x sabarnye nk pi utk vacation tu aku promise aku citer kt entry yg lain plak pasal vacation tu...

So far ni aje yg bleh aku tulis supaye blog aku ni x la nmpk mcm x update sgt..maybe lpas ni aku jarng update blog tp klu ade citer yg menraik yg aku rase aku bleh kongsi dgn korng sume aku akn citer kt sini...hehe blog ni bkn mcm diari yg every single thing yg aku wat aku kene tulis kt sini...ok la i will stop here..see u in the next entry....

gracias.....................=)

~last night~

2009-10-10T20:54:00.000-07:00

last night aku mengalami headache yg agak kritikal mnybbkn aku tertido and terlepas nk pi open house umah abg najib ex-senior 4th dulu...huhu...after bgn aku baru teringt aku kene depositkn cash dlm akaun seseorg..so cpt2 aku ajak ainna teman aku pi SS14 sbb ade maybank kt situ...bile dekat cash deposit machine ade 2 org lelaki masuk and dieorg pi dkat ATM..after tu aku dngar dieorg jerit "ha duit RM3000 tu dh msk"dlm hati aku ckp msk RM3000 pun nk kecoh bg sumeorg dngar...after dh depositkn cash aku ajak ainna pi beli McD...lelaki 2 org td still ade dpn maybank tu...dlm hati rase x sdap...after beli McD kiteorg trus pi kt kete Ainna..agak jauh ainna parking kete...bile lalu dpn maybank tu mamat 2 org tu still ade dkat situ...ishhh x sdap ati ni..trus ckp kt ainna jom la cpt sikit jln...bile msk dlm kete tibe2 ainna ckp dieorg ikut kite la...ya allah jantung aku rase nk kuar...cpt2 ainna kunci pintu kete...and lelaki 2 org tu wat2 dieorg nk pi kdai dkat situ tp aku nmpk dieorg x msk pun dlm kedai tu...huhu...

dlm hati terfikir gak maybe lelaki 2 org tu bkn la org jahat...tp bnda2 mcm ni wat aku rase takut...and sbnrnye kite kene hati-hati x kire kt mane pun...huhu

~Tragedi 2 Oktober 2009~

2009-10-04T20:15:00.000-07:00

Malam tu selepas pulang dari trip Bank Negara aku sibuk menyiapkan assignment Internal Audit coz 2 hari berikutnya (Sabtu & Ahad) aku nak keluar bersuka ria..so kerja kene diselesaikn dulu…jam menunjukkn pukul 11.30pm keje aku x siap lg..tp idea utk menaip sgt melimpah ruah..so jari aku sibuk menari-nari atas keyboard laptop aku..tiba-tiba nur housemate aku msk bilik dan sibuk masukkn baju dlm beg..aku pun pelik coz die ckp esok br nk keluar nape tibe-tibe sibuk kemas beg..aku tnye die.”nur nak pi mane??” die ckp nk blk ipoh..td die ckp esok mak die nk dtg KL nape nk blk ipoh mlm2 ni…lpas tu aku jerit kt afzan housemate aku sorng lg dgn nada gurauan “wei afzan nur nk lari dr umah la”x ade respond dr afzan and ainna..pelik nape 2 org ni senyap…aku tgk muka nur die tersenyum dgn ayat aku…aku tnya nur lg..nape nk blk??then die jwb abg aku accident…ya allah tibe2 rasa bersalah dgn usikan aku td..aku nmpk nur nangis…aku trus hampiri die mntk maaf coz aku x tau…die ckp sha abg aku mngkn meninggal..ya allah..terkejut aku dngar..aku tnye mane ko tau die ckp mak die call..mak die nk pi hospital wat pengecaman mayat...aku cube tenangkn nur…tangan die mengigil dgn kuat…aku jd panic…aku ckp ko nk drive sorang2 ke blk ipoh..then die ckp die tgh tnggu Firdaus dtg amik dr Shah Alam…kiteorg cube tenangkn die and tlg die kemaskn beg…tibe2 nur dpt call lg skali dr mak die…kiteorg pun pi tnye die mcm mane nur…die ckp “abg aku dh xada…abg aku accident…kene hempap dgn bangunan runtuh wktu die stop kt traffic light…”ya allah…aku nmpk nur nangis ya allah…lpas tu ainna housemate aku trus ckp…jom siap kite teman nur blk ipoh mlm ni gak…so segala persiapan dilakukan serta merta dlm 30 minit semua bersedia nk ke ipoh jam menunjukkn pukul 1.30…ainna,aku,yan,afzan dan syu naik kete kancil yg dipandu oleh ainna and nur dgn firdaus..firdaus pecut kete die agak laju kami x leh nk kejar…huhu…aku mnjadi co pilot kpd ainna even aku xleh nk drive tp aku kene tnjukkn direction pd ainna coz die x familiar jln ke ipoh..tepat kam 3.45 kami smpai di gunung rapat umah nur…kami singgah di stesen petronas gunung rapat nasib baik kami jmpe sorang pak cik ni..and kami citer yg kami nk cr umah nur…pak cik ni sgt baik tnjukkn kami jln ke umah nur…kami tibe di umah nur tepat jam 4.00pagi…nur dan ibunya smbt kedatangan kami…jenazah dah ade di dlm umah…sejam kemudian adik nur yg belajar di UMP tibe…wktu tu hati aku jd sayu..aku x dpt nk luahkn perasaan aku…bayangkn br minggu lepas mereka berjmpe semasa hari raya tibe2 bile blk abg sulung mereka yg dipanggil abg K dah xde..ya allah…aku nmpk mereka menangis lg..ya allah tabahkn hati mereka…

Azan subuh berkemudang selesai membaca yassin aku ajak housemate aku blk ke umah mak cik aku dipengkalan utk solat subuh…kami mntk izin nur utk pegi ke umah mak cik aku and jnji akn dtg blk…mak cik aku terkejeut dgn kedatangan kami pada subuh hari tu…kami bercerita pada enda ape sbnanrnye yg terjadi..enda terkejut dngar berita tu…lpas tu enda suruh kami solat and rehat coz masing2 x cukup tido…tp malangnye sume x leh tido…selesai je sarapan kami bersiap utk ke umah nur sekali lagi…enda ckp jgn blk KL trus singgah umah die utk mkn t/hari..so kami ckp ok…smpai di umah nur kami lihat ramai org termasuk wartawan dan juru gambar…kami tgk bnyk muke dpn akhbar yg siarkn berite ttg tragedy tu and aku dpt agak ramai yg dh bace cerite tu…

Dlm pukul 12 lebih jenazah hendak di bawa ke masjid utk disoalatkan…hati kami menjadi sayu dan turut sama menangis bile melihat nur dan adik2nya mencium dahi abg K buat kali terakhir…ya allah Kau tabahkanlah hati nur dan adik2nya…selepas ni nur perlu menggalas t/jawab sbg anak sulung dan menjaga 9 org adik di bawahnya…nur ade bercakap pada kami “aku x bleh menangis dpn adik2 aku…aku kene tnjukkan yg aku kuat…mereka perlukn aku skrg” ya allah kuatnya hati nur..aku x dpt bayangkn jika aku ditmpat nur..selesai saja urusan pengebumian kami berjmpe Nur coz kami dh nk blk KL..kami peluk nur dan ckp kt die kuatkn semangat die tersenyum..aku tahu nur cube kawal supaya air mata die x terjatuh…adik2 nur bersalaman dgn kami…and bile kami ckp sabar yer…tibe2 salah seorang dr adik nur membalas…”akak jgn ckp mcm tu…nnti sy nangis” even adik2 nur masih kecil tp mereka sgt matang aku dpt lihat dr tingkah laku mereka…mereka sgt behave..kami bersalaman dgn ibu nur and mntk izin utk pulang ibu nur tersenyum dan berckp hati-hati…

Ape yg aku cube sampaikn di sini ialah sikap manusia yg lalai..yg akibatkn org lain menanggung padahnya…bangunan tersebut akn diruntuhkn…but without approval from Majlis Bandaraya Ipoh pihak tertentu ttp mahukn runtuhkn bangunn lama tersebut..tanpa letakkn ape2 notis…even jln yg hampir dgn bangunan itu x ditutup…akibatnaya 2 org terkorban..si ibu kehilangan anak yg diharapkn menjadi tempat berlindung..adik2 kehilangan abg yg dikasihi yg selalu menghantar dan menjemput mereka dari sekolah yg selalu bermanja dan bermain dgn mereka…manusia2 itu bg aku kejam…berbuat sesuatu tanpa memikirkn kesan dan akibatnya…even aku x begitu mengenali abg K tapi dr ape yg nur selalu citer aku tahu abg K seorang abg yg baik dan sayang akn adik2nya

Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh arwah dan semoaga arwah berada di kalangan hamba2Nya yg beriman…dan semoga nur dan keluarga tabah menghadapi dugaan ini…nur we love u…

~raya mode~

2009-09-15T18:08:00.001-07:00

salam...

hye...tnggal berapa hari je lg ramadhan akn pergi meninggalkn kite...tibe2 terasa sayu plak...huhu..serious to be honest this year aku btul2 x perasan masa pantas berlalu...klu tahun2 sblm ni aku sibuk kire hari bile nk raya..tp tahun ni x...sdar2 jumaat ni aku akn blk raye kt perak and ahad insyaallah kite akn smbt aidilfitri...ni sume disebabkn kesibukn yg aku hadapi sepanjang 3 minngu di UM...it really make me feel like exhausted...huhu..tp alhamdulillah sumenye dpt aku lalui dgn tenang dan berjaya...

ok citer pasal raya tahun ni...maybe ramai yg sedia maklum keluarga aku dah tambah 2 org and this is my first time to celebrating hari raya with them...nk citer mcm mane yer perasaan aku...happy???msti la happy...at least tahun ni aku x yah nk fikir kene masak ape..haha sbb ade org yg akn masak it juz aku akn hnye membantu ape yg ptt...pasal kemas rumah???aku yakin at that time aku blk rumah mstii dah dikemas...last time aku blk pun aku agak terkejut melihat transformasi ruang tamu umah aku...klu dulu agak kosong tp skrg dah dihiasi dgn plbagai jenis bunga2 hiasan...al maklumlah umah aku dulu umah bujang tp skrg aku dpt rasekn rumah tu dah dilengkapi dgn serinya...

raya tahun ni warna tema kiteorg orange...aku yg decide colour tu...klu ikutkn adik aku die nk wrna hitam..aduhhh x sesuai raya pkai hitam...mcm berkabung plak..hehe..and aku dh berjaya mendaptkn sepasang baju kurung modern wrna oren atas bantuan suhaida..hehe..aku juga ade sepasang kasut yg dibeli dgn harga yg sgt berpatutan...hehe skrg hnye tnggal nk cari tudung yg bersesuaia..so ape lg shopping last minute...mlm ni ingt nk pi cr tudung..klu tnggu blk umah msti x smpt pnye...

aku blk raya jumaat ni after sahur..dis time blk dgn kete..aku akn menjadi co pilot kpd driver kete itu..even x tau drive tp aku akn menjadi reference uk mncari sign board utk blk ke ipoh tanpa sesat...haha..doakn kami selamat sampai..ok la get to go...nnti aku update citer semasa raya plak...hehe

p/s:anyway guys...selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin..jemput la dtg ket umah sy raya nnti yer..

no 19 jln sentosa,kg bahagia,sg siput (u) perak..

~award form mr shukor~

2009-09-09T08:56:00.000-07:00

tag by abg shukor..hehe this is my response=)

1st Q: 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini:

1.name pnuh pemberi award ini Shukor bin Sudin

2.Bekas pengerusi JKPKK..for me he was the best pengerusi that i ever meet...sporting and happening...at that time JKPKK kite mmg mantap..haha

3.For me he is very happy go lucky..jenis yg x nk fikir bnda2 terlalu srious tkt stress and nnti akn nmpk tue kot..haha

4.Abg shukor ni mmg minat seni...rase jeolous gak kt die coz die pndai berlakon,menari la..bile aku bleh wat sume bnda tu..haha

5.errmmm...and die ni juga suke pose amik gmbr..haha pantang ade kamere esp kamera mcm abg acap..hehe..actually aku pn suke klu org amik gmbr aku...haha

2nd Q: Setiap blogger harus menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya:

1.name sharifah hafizah syed abdul rahim can call me SHA=)

2.anak sulung dr 2 org adik beradik>>ade sorng adik lelaki=)

3.asal perak senang citer anak jati pekan sg siput (u) kg bahagia more specific jln sentosa no umah 19..haha (jmpt dtg raye yer)

4.sekolah rndah kt SK Sg Siput..sekolah menengah SMK Tok Muda Abd Aziz...i love KMPK so much...4th college??errmm x tau nk describe mcm mane...huhu

5.skrg still study ade 2 sem lg utk habis...so skrg tgh plan what i'm gonna to do after i'm completing my study...akn kerje kt audit frm area KL tu yg ade dlm fikirn skrg=)

6.hobi??shopping,internet sufing,novel lover,watching movie..tgv or gsc sume aku x kisah and mcm sume org tau aku suke bergossip (hobi ni x bgs sbnarnye mcm mane nk hilangkn pun aku x tau..huhu)

7.status relationship???yg ni perlu tulis gak ke??hehe

cukup la byk ni kn..haha

p/s to abg shukor:haha lame dah x borak2 dgn sha kn???tu la bile kite nk smbng2 bergosip haha..abg shukor sha nk duit raye=)

3rd Q: Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya,dan describe tentang mereka:

yg ni x nk wat bleh???hehe

~i am very happy & thankful~

2009-09-01T23:59:00.000-07:00

hye can u imagine how i'm feel when my lecturer said u did a good job..i like ur presentation and so far ur group is the best...and i will give u 9.5 out 10...serious???alhamdulillah..happynye..tu lah reward that i get from adv ais presentation & assignment yesterday...my group and me...we feel very happy..thx a lot to all my group members..ameer kaur,karthigeyen&hizami hadri and also our lecturer Mr.Lee Sai Leong..next mission is do our best for next presentation adv audit & internal audit...wish me good luck for my interview next week with the chairman of Nusantara Technologies Dato'Ghazali Dato'Yusoff...agak risau jugak..huhu..hope everything will be fine=)

~one sweet day~

2009-08-30T11:00:00.000-07:00

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away

Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive

[Chorus:]
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day

Darling I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared

Although the sun will never shine the same again
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say

p/s:plz don't get me wrong i juz love to listen to this song but it doesnt meant that i am in love right now..ok..haha

~saje suke2=)~

2009-08-29T17:33:00.000-07:00

saje...suke2=)

~tag oleh miss izzah~

2009-08-29T16:15:00.000-07:00

tag oleh izzah=)

Arahan:
1)anda perlu printscreen wallpaper anda yang tengah gune skang jngan tipu2 ek x suke…
2)bgtau nape anda suke wallpaper anda ituhh…

-ntah saje suke2 wat wallpaper itu..hehe..rase suke tgk muke sndiri..syukur alhamdulillah=)
3)tag 10 people

-yg ni x nk wat bleh x??hehe
4)that’s all…

~the climb~

2009-08-29T06:12:00.000-07:00

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

~tag from anak pak cik amin=)~

2009-08-29T04:43:00.000-07:00

1. Anda rasa anda hot
- Hot ke??xde la sy biase2 je...and sy x mau jd hot...huhu

2.Upload gambar kesayangan anda

- Sy dh upload gambr kesayangn s dekat ats page blog sy..have a look k=)

3.Kenapa suka gambar itu
-Mngkin nmpk cantik kot...haha..even org x puji sy puji diri sndiri x salah kn???even ade org ckp cr ambil gmbr sy same tp sy x kisah...sy suke..hehe

4.Bile kali terakhir makan pizza hut
-Wktu cuti hari tu mkn dgn my beloved brother...areef=)

5.Lagu terakhir yg anda dengar
-The Climb..this song is very meaningful to me..u all ptt dngar lagu ni..mmg best

6.Ape yg anda buat sambil selesaikan tag ini
-Tgh menaip gune laptop nur...klu x taip mcm mane nk jwb haha

7.Selain dari nama sendiri anda suka dipanggil ape
-errmmm...ntah yg sy tahu i love my name SHARIFAH HAFIZAH=)

8.Tag lagi 6 org tanpa kekesalan
-xde klot...jwb ni pun sbb mina..hehe=)

~kenangan semalam~

2009-08-28T11:10:00.000-07:00

perlukah aku tinggalkn kenangan semalam utk menepuh sesuatu yg br yg ade dihadapan ku...

namun langkahku terhenti dipersimpangan...

yg mane satu harus ku pilih...

kiri atau kanan...

kedua-duanye masih kabur belum jelas ade sinar mentari distu.......

arrgggghhh aku buntu...

aku dihambat mimpi ngeri semalam...

aku x mahu mimpi itu berulang lg....

aku takut...

takut yg teramat...

~Takdir Cinta~

2009-08-25T17:42:00.000-07:00

Ku tutup mataku
Dari semua pandanganku
Bila melihat matamu
Ku yakin ada cinta
Ketulusan hati yang mengulir lembut

Penguasa alam tolonglah pegangi aku
Biar ku tak jatuh pada sumur dosa
Yang terkutuk dan menyesatkan cintaku

Andaikan ku bisa lebih adil
Pada cinta kau dan dia
Aku bukan nabi yang bisa sempurna
Ku tak luput dari dosa

Biarlah ku hidup seperti ini
Takdir cinta harus begini
Ada kau dan dia bukan ku yang mau
Oh Tuhan tuntunlah hatiku

~geram~

2009-08-23T20:11:00.000-07:00

tibe2 aku rase geram....seolah-olah usaha aku tu x dihargai...die bleh ckp mcm tu....geram giler...hello nasib baik aku ade contact dgn org tu...klu x msti xde ape2 progress lg...tp die tau nk complain je...geram...geram...dh la mood x berape ok skrg ni..aku br nk happy bile aku brjaye dpt contact tu..die plak bleh ckp mcm tu...huhu...sabar sha sabar...ni bln pose...

salam ramadhan=)

2009-08-21T03:58:00.001-07:00

salam hye everyone....first of all nk wish salam ramadhan kepada seluruh umat Islam di dunia ini...Ramadhan menjelma lagi..alhamdulillah aku masih dapat merasai nikmat ramdhan pada tahun ini...insyaallah...

tadi baru balik dari masjid jamek...wah2 shopping ke akak???haha at first ingt nk cari baju raye memandangkn family aku dh decide nk pkai colour ape tahun ni..huhu cr pnye cr xde yg aku berkenan...maybe perasaan x sdap ati tu ade yelah laptop aku kn rosak x tau berape plak yg nk kene repair...huhhu...so kene la budget...bile fikir2 blk...x pe la shopping dgn mak je nnti..haha..klu nasib baik mak bleh sponsor..heehe..

even x shopping raye aku shopping benda lain..aku shopping seluar jeans and t-shirt...heaven giler...hehe..

tahun ni first time aku puase kt rumah sewa..hehe..ape perasaannye??rase excited!!!!!!sahur mlm ni hnye aku dgn afzan je yg lain blk kg..huhu..so tgh fikir sahur nnti nk mkn ape...hehe..esok insyallah kami berbuka berdua je..so ape lagi bazar kn sebelah umah je..pegi bazar dan beli..kn senang..hehe

ok la..stop kat sini nnti smbng lg..daaaaaaaaaaa

~x marah lg~

2009-08-18T21:55:00.001-07:00

die dah x marah dekat sy..hehe...nasib baik x lame klu x abis la=)

G.I.JOE

2009-08-18T21:26:00.000-07:00

hye everyone aku ade something nak share dgn korang kenangan aku pergi menonton G.I.JOE bersame my beloved brother...ok mule2 kiteorg nk pi tgk movie tu sebelah pagi tp disebabkn kedua-duanye bgn lmbt so we have to change the plan..kiteorg pi tgk movie sebelah ptg...bile pegi tiket yg ade dlm kul 8pm..so areef ckp ok la on...die mmg sentiase on coz kakak die yg belanje...huhu..so kiteorg pun masuk tgk movie tu tp aku mcm x sdap ati mcm something bad will happen...tp aku buat2 mcm xde ape2...so movie tu pun abis dkat 10 lbih mcm tu aku x ingt exact time die kul bape...memandangkn abis je movie aku dah jnji dgn cousin aku utk lepak kt dataran ipoh mkn char kuew teow kat situ kiteorg kene cepat sbb cousin aku dh tnggu kt situ...huhu..

bile smpai kt parking motor (aku dtg Jaya Jusco Ipoh naik motor k...haha) areef tibe2 menjerit aku pun pelik nape dgn budak ni..die ckp "Ayong helmet org hilang" aku ingt die main2..."kamu jgn la main2"...die balas "ayong org xde mase nk main2 la" bile smpai kt motor mmg btul helmet hnye tnggal 1 yg satu lg tlah dipotong oleh pencuri hnye tinngal tali die je..huhu..aku plak fikir mcm mane nk blk ni..jnji dgn abah nki blk awal huhu...aku ni mmg mencari masalh btul la...so aku call cousin aku yg kt Dataran Ipoh utk tlg kiteorg...nasib baik die bawe kete so aku bleh tumpang die blk...nak dijadikan kete...areef pegi hilangkn kunci rantai motor...aduh mcm mane ni kunci motor ade kunci rantai motor plak hilang...mmg aku dh naik angin ni...sabar sha sabar...huhu

terpakse cousin aku call kwn die Eja utk bawe gergaji besi nk potong rantai tu...tgh2 kami duk potong rantai tu Pak Guard dtg die ingt kami nk curi motor..pak cik agak2 la x kn nk curi motor ramai2 5 org plak tu siap ade yg pkai tudung huhu..kami pun explain kt pak guard tu..die pun tlg kami..nk tau die tlg ape???tlg tgk je...huhu..ok la tu kn...

dkat 1 jam baru rantai tu bleh dipotong alhamdulillah berjaya..huhu...lpas tu Areef trus blk Sg Siput aku plak kene tido kt umah cousin aku kt Ipoh...huhu elok smpai umah cousin aku abah call..aduh aku dah takut nk jwb...blum smpat aku nk ckp ape2 sedozen aku kene marah dgn abah sbb blk lmbt bile aku ckp helmet hilang lg la aku kene semburan free...huhu...sabar je la...

tu la price yg aku kene bayar utk tgk G.I.JOE...huhu...sabar je la...tp ape2 pun aku berjaya utk mkn Char Kuew Teow yg sdap tu

p/s:jgn degil ckp ibu bapa...huhu

x de tajuk...huhu

2009-08-16T21:53:00.000-07:00

berikn sy masa....plzzzzzzzz

~dia marah pd sy~

2009-08-16T21:47:00.000-07:00

dia marah pada sy...huhu..bg sy bnda tu kecik je..nape nk besar2 kn...tp bile fikir2 blk..kecik ke bnda tu sha???bg ko mungkin bnda tu kecik tp bg die bnda ni sgt penting...huhu..mcm mane ni???aduh aku x pernah face bnda2 mcm2 ni...abaikan??mulut je ckp abaikn tp hati selalu terkenang...pening2...

let me keep inside my heart....

2009-08-12T17:44:00.000-07:00

i know some people keep asking me about this issue..or senang citer we call it as a problem...i don't know why people keep asking about this problem...huhu maybe all of u are very concern about me..huhu i guess so...but mcm biase if anyone ask me about this problem i will said let me keep inside my heart i don't want to tell anyone...huhu..so hope all of you will understad what i'm feel right now...whatever it is i'm happy with my new life now...even x lah berape new..i mean aku happy dgn ape yg aku buat skrg and dimane aku berade skrg..syukur alhamdulillah...

jgn salah faham dgn post ni...mcm pernah aku ckp dulu sometime ade bnda yg susah kite nk luahkn melalui kate2 so aku gunekn blog sbg medium luahan perasaan...it juz penggunaan bahase kene jaga...takut tersalah ckp and other people will get hurts...

ok bye2...

~coming soon~

2009-07-03T01:43:00.001-07:00

hye everyone..sbnarnye x tau nk wat ape..so aku update la sikit blog ni..huhu...tinggal lg seminggu utk praktikal over..huhu..rase sedih plak..ok nnti bile dah nk abis aku akn update citer aku sepanjang 10 minggu kt company ni..hehe..ok la get to go...byeeeeeeeeeee

no idea

2009-06-30T22:43:00.001-07:00

sibuk itu sahaja perkataan yg mampu aku ucapkn saat tulis blog ini..huhu..life pekerjaan yg sgt sibuk huhu...

my life=)

2009-06-15T06:37:00.000-07:00

Salam hye everyone…lame x update blog…huhu..biase la sejak dah jd wanita bekerjaya skrg ni busy sikit…ape x nye dr pagi smpai ptg hidup aku dkat ofis..sebelah mlm aku busy dgn aktiviti malam..haha..aktiviti malam??so kt sini aku nk citer sikit beberape citer menarik ttg diri aku lately ni..aku tau ramai yg nk tau citer terkini ttg aku..ramai ke???haha x kisah lah..aku nk citer gak..ok mari kite mulekn dgn citer pertame..

1. kak yong’s wedding

Ok kak yong ni cousin aku…pd 30 Mei yg lpas kak yong telah selamat diijab kabulkn dgn Abg Pyan…ok utk wedding kali ni aku rase aku x membantu sgt..ape x nye last year wktu abg sedare aku kawin 2 minggu aku stay kt umah die tp dis time aku smpat stay 3 hari je..sorry yer kak yong…ni sume disebabkn aku keje..tp yg plg best bile sume cousins aku pkai bj ikut warna tema iaitu biru..biase la kiteorg klu bab bergaye serah kt kiteorg..aku pun ape lg smpat beli baju biru ikut wrna tema..thanks to my mother coz sudi jd sponsor sy haha…nk kate aku x tlg kenduri tu x juga la..hehe..aku jd pemberi bunga telur..ok mlm tu ade sesi karaoke…as usual aku x akn menyanyi..haha sbb aku malu suare aku x sdap..tp yg plg best kiteorg ade acare smbtn hari jadi for those yg lahir dlm bln 5 termasuklah aku..ramai saudare aku yg lahir bln 5…(aku,enda,dedeq,ajib,faizal,abah,ayah chu&abg long) ramai kn??siap ade bunga api lg..hehe..majlis perkahwinan diakhiri dgn acare buka hadiah dan joget lambak..best sgt…ok utk kak yong & abg pyan may allah will always blessing both of you and I will pray both of you will be happy forever..ok klu korang nk tgk gmbr wedding ni bleh tgk kt my friendster & facebook=)

2. Family day at Pangkor..

One week after Kak yong’s wedding kiteorg sume ade family day dkat Pulau Pangkor (6^th June- 7^th June)..seramai 8 family dr sebelah ayah aku telah join family day ini..penaja utk family day ini adalah Pn Siti Jamilah merangkap ibu saudare kpd aku yg kiteorg sume pngil Ende..thx a lot Ende..ok utk family day ni mmg kiteorg pln btul2..Ok utk aktiviti ni kiteorg ade Jawatankuase sndiri..hehe mantap x??Ok Ketue Urusetia utk aktiviti ni adelah Abg Ley iaitu abg sedare aku…ok korang msti nk tau ape jawatan aku..jawatan aku msti yg plg best iaitu setiausaha&bendahari..mantap x??2 sekali…haha..aku mmg giler kuase…hampir seminggu kiteorg rancang family day ni..ok aku citer sikit ape yg kiteorg wt kt Pangkor selame 2 hari..ok aktiviti bermule jam 8.30 pg bile kiteorg sume bertolak ke lumut utk menaiki bot..bile dh smpai dlm bot x sah rasenye klu x amik gambar…jgn lupe tgk gmbr kiteorg kt my friendster & facebook=)..kiteorg menginap di Puteri Bayu Beach Resort..dh smpai sblah ptg kiteorg di pecah mengikut group masing2..group aku terdiri drpd Musz,kak ekyn,ajib&iskandar..kiteorg diminta memikirkn name & trademark group masing2…lpas tu kiteorg sume terjun dlm swimming pool..mule2 aku x nk mandi tp malangnye aku telah dicampak ke dlm kolam oleh Areef&abg sham…huhu..nk x nk aku pun join dieorg dlm swimming pool tu..hehe..lpas dh mandi kiteorg ade game futsal..kumpulan veteran vs kumulan org mude..lpas tu slpas dinner kami ade sesi karaoke…sume org tnjuk bakat masing termasuk abah aku..aku mmg x nk join aktiviti ni tp malangnye aku dh ditarik dr kerusi oleh Pak Chu,wanie & syaza…and for the first time aku nyanyi karaoke dpn org ramai…huhu malu giler wei..aku nyanyi lagu bagaikan puteri..huhu..padan muke dieorg sume terpakse tadah telingga dngar suare aku yg x sdap ni..haha..ok keesokan harinye kiteorg ade sukaneka…ok lupe nk bg tau kiteorg ade 4 kumpulan and name kumpulan aku AGOGO..and trademark kiteorg gambateh..haha ni idea aku nasIb baik ade blaja bnda ni wktu MHS kt Um..hehe..best sgt sukaneka ni..kiteorg ade game mcm bawa bola pin pong dlm sudu,terompah gergasi,tarik gune pelepah kelapa

(aku kene tarik ajib huhu)..and sape paling panjang..and the best part is kumpulan aku menang sume acare and kiteorg dpt hadiah utk group terbaik best giler..itu lah aktiviti kiteorg sepanjang di pangkor..aku akn merindui suasane tu lg...hope we will have it again next time..bile dh blk sume org tertido kepenantan..and aku kne keje esok harinye..huhu

~exam is over...~

2009-04-28T04:25:00.000-07:00

alhamdulillah...tanggal 28hb april aku dah berjaya menghabiskan sume exam aku utk sem 2 sesi 08/09...huhu..sangat rase release lima paper yg bagi aku sumenye berat bermula dgn paper PRINCIPLE OF AUDITING (22/4), STRATEGIC OF MANAGEMENT (24/4),MANAGEMENT ACCOUNTING II(27/4),ACADEMIC READING(28/4) & ADVANCE FINANCIAL OF MANAGEMENT(28/4)...plg rase susah paper advance FM x tau la nk ckp mcm mane...tawakal je..dah useha dah..takut gak...huhu

pade kwn2 yg still ade exam all the best....esok aku dh plan nk kuar besuka ria..haha..sgt x sabar..ok la..stop kt sini dulu nnti aku smbng lg ok daaaaaaaaaaaa........

~kaizen livro cafe~

2009-03-28T21:37:00.000-07:00

helloooooooooooo...everyone..finally aku berjaya lalui minggu yg plg worst dlm hidup aku
(23 mac-28mac 2009)..haha..lpas ni kite enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!...are u really sure sha???haha tentu la x..lpas ni kene fokus kt final exam lak...tp at least sume assignment aku dh abis except for strategic management yg kene anta report on 14th april...tp tu xpe..bleh diuruskn..haha..smlm presentation biz plan..and our biz is book shop cafe "KAIZEN LIVRO CAFE"msti ade yg plik dgn name book shop cafe ni..name ni aku and ameer yg pilih...ade combination 3 language kt situ..haha mantap x??(jepun:kaizen=continues improvement, france:livro=book, english:cafe=cafe la)...haha..ok mmg aku admit byk sgt masalah utk nk wat biz plan..actually biz plan ni kiteorg kene wat sbb ari tu kiteorg attend softskill workshop..workshop ni wajib kene attend..sume student accounting&business this year kene attend except for 1st year student...so in order to pass dis workshop we have to do biz plan...klu fail kiteorg x keh grad..and kiteorg kene buat blk..dah la wktu dpt task ni byk sgt assignment lain yg kene wat..so menambah la steress kiteorg..ade juge member2 batch aku yg postpone nk wat wktu final year nnti..tp aku fikir blk...klu wat taun dpn pun same gak so baik amik je dis year..huhu..so perjuangan pun bermula...mmg stress nk wat biz plan ni ditambah plak dgn internal problem yg group aku face lg la aku stress..tp x pe la...we have to be professional..besar mcm mane pun masalh bg aku biz plan ni kene settle gak within the time that given to us..aku percaye bnda ni x kn settle klu xde group member mcm korang sume (ameer,fiza,zul,tini,mina&sumie)...ok mase yg ditunggu pun tibe 28th march...kiteorg kene present biz plan dpn our lecturer..(miss sharmila) tp die ni x pnah ajar kiteorg so 1st time nk present dpn die..takut tu jgn ckp la..even bilik tu sejuk tp aku rase panas..abis kiteorg present..die tnye soalan ade 5 soalan aku rase die tnye..yg plg best sume org semangat nk jwb..lpas sorang jwb..org lain akn "may i add up something"...haha...lpas tu bile dh abis..part ni aku plg suke "your presentation is very good"..OMG serious x tau mcm mane nk describe my feeling wktu ni...huhu..wktu kiteorg salam dgn die..die siap ckp kiteorg sume ni "u are look so chill"..haha..die x tau dlm hati kiteorg ni takut allah je yg tau...anyway mmg best la..we did a good job...byk bnda yg aku blaja dr biz plan...teamwork..aku blaja mcm mane nk punctual...be a professional..control perasaan marah or sedih...and aku admit asignment ni juga membuatkn aku menangis..huhu..something happen..and it really hurts me..tp x pe la bnda dh lpas pun x yah nk ingat lg...abaikan je..go girl!!!!!!!!!!haha...ok la everybody cukup sampai sini kot.........daaaaaaaa

p/s:thank you very much to all my group member..all of u did a good job...thx coz appoint sha jd ketua...i learn a lot of thing by this assignment..utk zul even zul is our junior (2nd year student) but don't forget that u are actually older than us...oppppssss sorry bro!!!!!!!!haahaha

ape2 je la.........

2009-03-26T03:53:00.000-07:00

br blk dr kelas straight pi mkn then blk bilik trus buka laptop surf internet..mlm ni jnji dgn mazuin nk pi dtc tgk nasyid feseni..nk hilangkn stress gak sbnarnye...minggu ni adelah minggu plg worst dlm hidup aku spnjng jd student kt UM ni..ok bayangkn since last week aku ade presentation english, then ari isnin ari tu aku ade presentation adv fm,then rabu aku ade presentation ma2, coming sabtu ni aku ade biz plan presentation..klu setakat presenation je x pe ni siap kene anta report sangat menambah tension aku..tido pun rase mcm x tido...since last3 weeks aku rase tiap2 ari aku pi fak termasuk ari sabtu and ahad utk siapkn assignment...

ni tgh pening dgn biz plan...ntah la..aku pun x tau mcm mane nk describe feeling aku terhadap assignment ni..so many things happen in between...i juz pray that we can complete this assignment within the time limit and we will pass this course...aku sgt berdoa...

rase mcm x btul pun ade gak...haha...aku nk pi tgk movie,aku nk pi low yat (nk btulkn charger fon aku) byk bnda aku nk kene wat tp sume bnda x settle lg....aku sgt stress...cpt la minggu ni abis...huhu..ok la stop kt sini je..nnti smbng lg...daaaaaaaaa

~yang ku tahu~

2009-03-15T22:55:00.000-07:00

Tak pernah aku membayangkannya
Bila insan sedang patah hati
Kali ini ku rasakan sesungguhnyaSiang hari ku bagaikan malam
Pelangi pun berwana kan gelap

Ini kah yang di namakan patah hati

Tak ingin ku jalani cInta yang begini
Yang kutahu cinta itu indah
Tak ingin ku rasakan jiwa yang tak tenang
Ku mau kau tetap disisiku

Siang hariku bagaikan malam
Pelangi pun berwarnakan gelap
Ini kah yang dinamakan patah hati

Tak ingin ku jalani cInta yang begini
Yang kutahu cinta itu indah
Tak ingin ku rasakan jiwa yang tak tenang
Ku mau kau tetap disisiku

dan tak ingin ku rasakan
jiwa yang tak tenang
ku mau kau tetap disisiku
[Nagita Slavina]
Siang hariku bagaikan malam

Pelangi pun berwarnakan gelap

~entahh~

2009-03-14T21:00:00.000-07:00

Currently suke dngar lagu ni...mcm best..afgan..

~entah~

Kutahu, kau selingkuh

Kau duakan cintaku yang tulus

Kau tahu, diriku

Tak pernah berpaling dari dirimu

Tega nya kau dustai semua

Janji kita berdua

Entah masih kah ada cinta dihatiku

Untuk mu

Entah kapan kah ku dapat membuka hati ini, untuk mu... o...

Tak pernah ku bayangkan

Cerita kita berakhir begini

Tega nya kau dustai semua

Janji kita berdua

Entah masih kah ada cinta dihatiku

Untuk mu

Entah kapan kah ku dapat membuka hati ini, untuk mu... o...

Masih kah ada, o...

Cinta dihati ini

Dihati kecilku berharap kau masih bagian dari hidupku...

Entah masih kah ada cinta dihatiku

Untuk mu

Entah kapan kah ku dapat membuka hati ini, untuk mu... o...

aku,dia & WQF5356

2009-03-10T06:55:00.000-07:00

post kali ni..nk citer pengalaman yg aku lalui last week..so bg mane2 insan yg terlibat dlm citer kali ni aku ingin mohon maaf xde niat nk memalukan sape2...hanya luahan hati...huhu

citer bermula apabila salah seorang penghuni dibilik A205 meminta tlg dr aku utk bw die ke exam hall pd 5hb mac 2009 jam 9.30 mlm sbb die nk jmpe choreographer utk mab..so aku ckp la kak sha x kisah asalkn awk dptkn moto utk kak sha bawe awk pi sane...kak sha x nk jln kaki..and aku tahu die ni mmg suka naik moto dgn aku..hehe..even aku sendiri x de lesen..

so hari yg dijanjikn pun tibe..hari tu pula ade Pesta Kebudayaan Bestari..so aku,ameer,fikah,abg faiz&aswad excited nk pi tgk PKB..kul 9 kiteorg jnji nk jmpe kt blok D..tp insan yg nk mntk tlg dr aku tu mcm x minat nk join PKB..so sblm aku kuar bilik aku ckp kt die bile nk pi exam hall bg tau ok..

aku pnye la enjoy tgk performance PKB x sdar jam dah kul 10.30 pm..so aku pun msg die..awk kt ne??nk pi kul bape??lpas tu die ckp tgh tngu kunci and helmet...aku ckp kt die ok tngu jab nk tgk performance ni satu je...lpas tu kite pegi...

x sdar lagi mase berjalan dgn pantas jam dh tnjuk kul 11.10...alamak mati aku...msti die marah aku ni sbb biar die tnggu lame sgt...aku pun cpt2 cr die..bile dh smpai ape lg..muke die dah masam..aku faham la mksd die..dlm hati ckp mcm ni "padan muka ko sha..kan dh kene"..hehe..minah ni pun satu jln cpt sgt x smpat nk kejar...smpai kt moto yg pemiliknya terpakse dirahsiakn tp no plat moto tu ialah WQF5356...aku diberikan helmet and kunci...

aku pun start la enjin moto tu..x smpat aku pusing minah tu dh nk naik moto...dlm hati aku mcm marah gak la...sabar la bg la aku pusing dulu..lpas tu terkeluar satu bnyi dr mulut aku..agaknye die dngar kot...lpas dh pusing aku pun terus bawe moto..tp aku ase mcm pelik...mcm something wrong somewhere...nape moto ni mcm ringan..x kan lah minah tu ringan sgt...huhu..tp aku still bawe moto tu smpai fak sains..bile smpai kt fak sains br aku perasan rupe2nye hnya aku sorang je ats moto tu....rupe2nye minah tu tertngal kt 4th..alamak mcm mane bleh tertinggal ni???aku ni mmg mencari pasal btul la..dh la mood minah tu x berape ok..aku plak bleh tnggalkn die...

ape lg aku pun pecut moto patah balik ambil die kt 4th...bile smpai 4th aku nmpk die tgh duduk kt dpn pokok blok d...smbil muka yg agak masam...aku pun x berani nk ckp ape2..x berani...huhu...lpas tu smpai kt exam hall aku tnggu die smpai habis die bncang dgn choregrapher tu..sbnarnye dlm perut aku x tahan nk gelak tp sbb kn aku takut...x jd la...

bile smpai kt bilik kiteorg still x ckp ape2...keesokkan harinye br tegur blk..huhu...tp ni mmg pengalaman plg best dlm hidup aku...org blum smpat naik aku dh bawe moto jalan..huhu..mcm ameer ckp naik moto dgn sha bleh menyebabkn jantung i terkeluar...haha

sorry la yer pade insan tersebut...tp kak sha tau sbnarnye awk mmg nk tergelakkn wktu tu tp awk tahan kn???hehe..anyway lpas ni jgn segan2 mntk tlg dr kak sha..akak sedia membantu awk dr segala sudut..termasuk bawe moto..haha..thx juga pade pemilik moto tersebut..sgt best pengalaman dgn moto anda...hhehe

~let u go~`

2009-02-27T03:52:00.000-08:00

Help me find the courage to let you go. Just, stay away, hit me, yell at me, treat me like dirt, do something that will break my heart so that I can let you go. This way I will stop dragging you down and you can move on with life

~life~

2009-02-26T21:21:00.000-08:00

salam..huhu sbnarnye br bgn tido wktu tulis blog ni..huhu giler lmbt bgn anak dara ape ni...sbnarnye sgt penat..penat???nk kate aku join sukan x jugak..so knape penat???jwpn die senang je penat memikirkan masalah yg tgh serabut skrg ni...sgt penat..

semalam lpas abis exam management accounting II aku blk kolej and singgah kt gerai JKP...smlm jualan x berapa best maybe sbb x ramai yg trn mkn kt DS smlm..bile aku nk blk bilik tibe2 sorang ajk tu ckp "kak sha can u smile a lot" aku pun tnye die "nape kak sha nmpk stress ke?" then die ckp "a'ah kak sha kdg2 nmpk masam je"...hehe ade jugak org perasan sbnarnye..kdg2 aku sendiri mengaku yg aku pun dah lupe mcm mane nk senyum..dulu aku still bleh pretend klu ade masalah pun org still x leh nk perasan ape yg aku rase..sbb aku akn act mcm aku xde masalah..tp skrg susah sikit...masalah yg timbul x leh nk wat muka aku tersenyum...seriously i'm not happy with all of this..aku benci situasi dimane aku berada..aku x suke berada dimana aku berada skrg..aku benci bersama dgn "MANUSIA-MANUSIA" itu...i just want my old life...aku rindu sgt masa dulu aku..hati hnye boleh merintih tnpa seorang faham ape yg aku rase...kekecewaan yg aku rasekn...sakit hati ini xde seorang pun faham...setiap kali jiwa ini ditekan..hanye satu bnda yg mampu aku lakukan berdoa agar allah mempermudahkan jalan hidup ini...

klu asyik nk citer bnda2 yg sedih smpai bile pun x abis kan???i have a gud news for myself la..hehe aku dah dpt tmpat praktikal (actually dah lama dh dpt tawaran tu tp xde mase nk tulis kt blog huhu)..aku dpt kt MNA ACCOUNTAX CONSULTANT kt ipoh..syukur sgt...actually aku dpt 3 tawaran tp aku terpaksa tolak yg dua tu lagi sbb aku dh terima tawaran MNA..satu aku dpt kt taiping and satu lg kt KL..so aku akn start praktikal from 11th May 2009(birthday aku wktu ni) smpai 31st July 2009...x sbr nk wat praktikal even though rase takut nk tmpuh alam pekerjaan...insyaallah sume akn berjalan lancar=)

~Did I lose my love to someone better~

2009-02-13T10:14:00.000-08:00

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby you were dreaming of me
Call me crazy call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do you know I really really do

Well hey so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away

Oh whoa .... yeah... oh...ooh...

I remember date and time
September twenty-second Sunday twenty-five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

Well hey so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The day you went away

Oh whoa .... yeah oh

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do you know I really really do

Well hey so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

Why do we never know what we've got till it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I had to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

The day you went away
The day you went away
oh whoa .. yeah oh

financial planing=)

2009-01-28T00:29:00.000-08:00

sbnarnye tgh baring2 lpas tu tibe terfikir what will happen to me next year..ye lah insyaallah bln 5 tahun depan aku akn abis blaja..and skrg sume org tau pasal recession..global recession..kegawatan ekonomi kali ni lg worst dr tahun 97/98 dulu..klu dulu just 85000 org diberhentikan kerja tp kali ni dianggarkan hampir 250000 org akn diberhenti kerja...sbb dulu kegawatan ekonomi hnye berlaku kt asia tp kali ni global...sbnarnye aku takut sgt klu abis blajar nnti x dpt job..huhu..so sbg seorang mahasiswa intelektual kite harus berfikir ke depan..fikirkan cr terbaik supaye kite x akn jd mangsa kepada kegawatan ekonomi=)

so aku dah wat backup plan huhu...aku amik course accounting tp to be honest aku ni bkn la seorang yg pndai menyimpan wang..kwn2 aku msti tau mcm mane susahnye aku last sem bile duit aku hilang and aku terpaksa ikat perut..huhu

plan yg aku nk wat dgn duit biasiswa yg bakal aku dpt nnti:
1.kene settle yuran yg latest aku check utk sem ni ialah RM 2000+++(yuran UM mmg agak mahal esp yuran kolej)
2.kene simpan kt dlm akaun ASB(ni la backup plan utk masa depan huhu)
3.beli buku utk study aku..sume buku xda lg huhu...(ADV FM,Academic Reading,Strategic Management&Audit)
4.beli fon br hehe...aku teringin sgt fon br (Sonny Erricson W580i)
5.lebihan ni br digunakan utk survive kt UM utk 3 bln lg huhu

aku rase lpas ni kurangkn cost hidup kurangkn tgk movie,kurangkn makan fast food&etc..dlm hati berkata(sha boleh ke ko nk wat mcm ni)...insyaallah bleh..maybe akn ade kwn2 yg akn gelakkn aku..tp x kisah lah...mmg kene save skrg...esp zaman gawat mcm skrg ni...kene ade backup plan utk future..hehe

doakan aku berjaya utk plan2 ni..=)

~bertunang~

2009-01-26T22:02:00.000-08:00

hye everybody have a look at this pic...do u believe if i said i dah bertunang...ape bertunang????ye la klu dah jodoh x kn nk tolakkan..yg best siap ade kwn aku yg post blog ckp aku dah bertunang..errmmm...btul ke aku dah bertunang...korang caye ke aku ckp aku dah bertunang....

fikir2kan lah yer..hehe

~i am not confuse anymore~

2009-01-26T09:08:00.000-08:00

for those who are close with me pasti faham ape mksd tersirat "i am not confuse anymore"....serious sejak blk dr satu event ni aku br sedar sesuatu and disebabkn itu aku dah tahu sesuatu yg selama ni aku cr2...aku siap buat kajian lg...aku bc buku,aku surf internet,aku cube mntk pandangan org lain and lastly i come out with one decision...sha stop it...and kwn baik aku ckp(die seorang lelaki)"sha sy rase cukup la kajian yg sha wat" sbb nye aku dah dpt jwpn die...

dulu mmg aku confius tp skrg dah x...aku dah dpt jwpn yg aku nk...

happy???X!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tu je jwpn yg aku ade...hasil kajian x berpihak pada aku=(

~sindarela~

2009-01-03T09:47:00.000-08:00

Perlukah aku menanti dirimu
Dengan dirinya mengagungkan aku
Mestikah aku pergi bersamanya
Dengan dirimu sentiasa ku puja

Pabila hadirmu mengaburi hatiku
Meniti waktu mengisi saat kisah dongengku
Lakaran bahagiamu itu menjanjikan aku
Hanya akan selalu di dalam anganku

*
Aku, akulah Sindarela
Hatiku diriku anganku mimpiku
Cerita hidupku
Akulah Sindarela, Sindarela, Sindarela lala…

Aku, akulah Sindarela
Hatiku diriku anganku mimpiku
Cerita hidupku
Akulah Sindarela lala…
Sindarela…

Sanggupkah aku hilangkan mimpiku
Apa yang ku perlu antara keinginanku
Adakah aku harus memilihnya
Bila dirimu sentiasa ku puja

new year

2008-12-31T23:52:00.000-08:00

hari ni 1 jan 2009..hari pertama utk tahun 2009..eerrmmm so how about my resolutions???ntah la..at this time i have no idea..what should i do in this year..haha but actually i already plan several things that i should do maybe until july..haha..i would like to share my experience wktu celebrate new year semalam..celebrate???x celebrate pun sbnarnye..haha

syidah&aku mmg x suke pi tempat yg crowded mcm dataran merdeka or klcc lbih2 lg malam new year..confirm ramai org dgn mcm2 ragam..and we actually x plan pun nk kuar smlm even mcm bosan duk kt bilik without doing nothing..then wktu mkn jmpe fikah and we decide to watch movie..we have 2 option either to watch Australia or Bed Time Story..and we choose Australia..kiteorg tgk movie kt Mid..sbb kn kiteorg ajak Hafiz skali kiteorg kene tgk movie mid night coz hafiz keje smpai kul 10..first time tgk movie mid night..excited ade takut pun ade..haha..kiteorg smpai mid around 9.15pm mcm pelik gak coz x ramai org sgt kt mid parking pun byk kosong haha..mane pergi org2 ni??after amik tiket kiteorg pusing2 mid..then siap pi main game lg..haha..then bile dh nk dkat kul 12 kiteorg pi kuar dr mid nk tgk bunga api..wow best giler..tp bile fikir2 blk berape bnyk duit yg dieorg dh spend utk bnda2 mcm tu..eerrmm...

movie kiteorg start kul 12.30.."Australia" ramai gak org yg tgk citer tu..best citer tu just jln citer die sgt pnjang byngkan 3 jam...kul 3.30 pagi br kiteorg kuar dr mid..then kiteorg plan nk pi mkn kt MAMAK...on the way nk pi MAMAK ade accident kt tngah jln..teruk gak la accident tu..ade org meninggal mayat tu still ade atas jln wktu kiteorg cross tmpat tu...huhu..scary...then after tu fikah bawak kiteorg pi MAMAK kt jln telawi..WORST!!!!!!!!!!!!!aku and syidah x comfortable kt situ and we change our mind and kiteorg blk makan KFC kt UM....tngah2 lepak kt kFC smbang2 and gossiping sume tibe ade mamat sorang ni mabuk agaknye melakukan bnyk perkare2 yg agak menakutkan so kiteorg decide trus blk UM..and finally alhamdulillah kiteorg selamat smpai UM tepat kul 5.10 pagi..

first time wat bnda2 mcm ni..huhu..tp best even just 4 of us..aku,fikah,syidah&hafiz singapore..

anyway salam maal hijrah&happy new year=)

economy crisis??oh no!!!!!!!!

2008-12-26T08:17:00.000-08:00

nowadays many people talk about economy crisis...many of factory they start to reduce their operation..they start to terminate their employees to cut the cost of production..we can see what happen in US..what happened to FORD??they ask help from the US government to help them so that they can still do the production..because i take accounting course in my university..even though i am not a excellent student but i have my own opinion about this issue..do you know about credit crunch??it is not like koko crunch ok..hhahaha...

The financial markets are right to be worried about the potential for a credit crunch.

In a credit crunch, lenders stop lending and credit becomes tough to obtain. A credit crunch can bring down everything from weak, deeply indebted companies to overextended lenders to over-leveraged borrowers to an economy as a whole.

So my question now are we ready to face economy crisis again??like in year 1997&1998???

my father's wedding

2008-12-26T06:10:00.000-08:00

even dh hampir 1 month abah kahwin ni br aku ade peluang nk citer kt blog ttg my father's wedding hahaha..aku agak sibuk cuti ni..seriously aku still dlm proses mengenali mak aku..yelah setelah 4 tahun mak xde tibe2 aku ade someone yg aku kene pnggil mak..tp mak aku ni baik..bg aku die baik..aku bersyukur sgt dpt seorang mak yg mcm die..mcm mak ckp die pun dlm proses mengenali keluarga aku...tp insyaallah aku harap kebahagiaan ni berkekalan...

eemmm aku nk citer sikit pengalaman aku jd wedding planer..hhahaha...

18hb november 2008
aku blk umah one day after exam OB habis...blk umah mcm xde byk keje nk wat..haha..tu ckp org pemalas mcm aku..majlis tngal 10 hari..aku tgk kad kahwin byk yg x hantar lg..so aku tlg abah settlekan kad kahwin check blk list name tetamu sume..huhu...

20hb november 2008
aku&areef sibuk kemas umah..bilik areef kene transfer abah nk gune bilik areef sbg bilik pengantin so areef kene pndah bilik bwh..kesian areef..hehe..kemas umah..kemas dapur..kemas bhgn atas sume kene settle..sgt penat!!!!!!!hhahaah mlm tu aku tidur sgt nyenyak coz penat..

23hb november 2008
ikut abah pi taiping..cr cadar pengantin..and hantar kad kahwin kt saudara mara sebelah taiping..huuuhu

27hb november 2008
hari ni keje sudah bermula..pagi2 lg JKR Kinta dh dtg umah utk pasang khemah..kene cr lauk2 mcm ayam&daging utk masak utk saudara mara yg nk dtg umah..kene cr bekas telur utk tetamu..kene cr bekas cincin&tmt nk gubah mas kahwin..huhu
sepupu abah dtg utk hoas bilik pengantin..tini dtg hari ni.,,bestnye=)

28hb november 2008
pagi2 lg kene cr sarapan..pegi kubur arwah mak..hari ni abah nikah..lpas asar..whatever mak sntiasa hidup dlm hati aku wat selamanya..org lain x kn faham perasaan aku hari ni..lpas mkn kak mahani dtg umah bawe aku&tini pi pasaraya cr telur..dkt 2 pasarraya kiteorg cr telur 500 biji..haha..lpas solat jumaat kiteorg dh start bersiap nk pi majlis akad nikah abah kt enggor..fikah smpai ari ni tp die kene pi umah enda my auntie dulu..hehe...alhamdulillah majlis akad nikah berjalan lancar ade 5 pasangan yg nikah hari tu..lpas tu pi kg mak utk jamuan mkn and majlis batal air sembahyang..aku and tini jd tukang bawe mas kahwin and cincin..hhaahha..ambik berkat..sejak saat ni aku ade family baru..alhamdulillah..

lpas majlis akad nikah and jamuan mkn selesai kiteorg blk umah aku..mlm ni dh start kene msk..dh ramaii org kt umah..tini&fikah sibuk tlg aku kt dapur..hehehe

29hb november 2008
pagi2 lg kene bgn..aku jarang bgn awal tp sbbkn ade majlis kt umah kene la bgn awl...dh la smlm pun tido lmbt..hahaha..bgn tlg enda&chu masak nasi lemak..dlm kul 11 siap2 nk pi umah pihak perempuan utk majlis kt sane..aku,tini,fikah,kak ekin&wani sibuk make up..haha..merih gak la majlis kt pihak pompuan even majlis die ringkas..

lpas abis majlis kiteorg blk umah..byk lg keje...nk kene kemas umah..nk touch up bilik pengantin..nk rebus telur..nk masak utk mkn malam..huhu

yg plg best bile 9 org kwn2 aku smpi..total kwn2 aku ade 11 org yg memeriahkn umah aku..teharu sgt..smpai x cukup tilam bantal..smpai ayah chu kene pi amik kt umah die..hahah tibe2 aku rase umah aku kecik..hahah tp aku suke meriah..ramai org...

antara 11 org kwn2 aku yg ade kt umah aku mlm tu...aswad,hafiz s'pore,ika(hafiz's girl)tini,fikah,dahlia,zila(both of them member wktu matrx),fiza,syidah,wani&mina..byk insiden yg berlaku kwtu dieorg nk dtg umah aku..kelakar pun ade sedey pun ade..huhu..aku akn citer kt blog yg seterusnye..haha..ade sambungan episode..haha

30hb november 2008
hari ni majlis kt umah aku..mcm biasa pagi2 lg kene bgn..tlg enda masak nasi goreng..pagi2 lg ku dh stress...org catering smpai lmbt..bayangkn tetamu dh smpi since kul 11 wktu tu die br nk bncuh air...tp ape2 pun majlis berjalan lancar...aku jd penyembut tetamu..ape lg kene senyum aje smpai muka pun naik tegang..haha

wat keje smpai ptg..basuh pinggan..mcm2 lg..kene siapkn makanan utk mkn mlm coz byk lg saudara mara kt umah aku..lpas mkn mlm ramai saudara mara dh start blk coz dieorg keje esknye..tnggal la aku&kwn2 aku kt umah..haha...jd riuh rendah umah aku..tp aku suke best..haha

1 disember 2008
selepas sarapan sume kwn2 aku nk blk kl,penang&perlis..sedihnye..aku hantar dieorg kt bus stop dpn umah aku..kelakar pun ade tgk dieorg..tp aku btul2 appreciate coz dieorg sudi dtg umah aku..mmg best sgt...

mak ckp kamil nk dtg lunch kt umah before die blk klang..so kiteorg lunch same2 ari tu as a new family..haha...kamil sebaya aku actually die mude dr aku 1 bln..ahahha..die pemalu berat mulut tp jgn riso bile dh duk dgn aku die x akn berat mulut lg..hahaha

tu je yg mampu aku citer..hahaa..klu nk tgk gambar wktu knduri sila la tgk kt friendster aku yer=)

this is not the first time...

2008-12-26T05:34:00.000-08:00

hahaha yup ni bkn first time aku tulis blog kt blog spot ni..dulu aku ade blog aku sndiri actually blog yg same it just skrg ni aku come out with the new one yg fresh..haha..yg dulu tu penuh dgn kontroversi and hanya sorang je tau yg sblm ni aku ade blogspot..hhahaha..tp skrg ni aku nk publish blog aku sndiri...let me share with all of u my thinking my own opinion and ape2 aje lah..hahaha..dulu aku x nk share blog aku dgn org lain coz byk citer dlm blog aku relate dgn someone...someone special..but itu dulu skrg dah xde..XDE???but why???don't ask me coz aku sndiri xde jwpn die..aku sndiri x tau kenape..maybe die hilang..biar je la..hehe

i want to start with something new...hhahaha

ok see u in the next chapter of my life..hahaha

something that come from my heart...

PLEASE BE CAREFUL WITH THE TAXI DRIVER!!!!!!

~Good news for them~

~thank you Abg Acap~

~MEREKA~

~UM dlm kenangan part 2~

~UM dlm kenangan part 1~

~apa ada dgn hari ini~

~Ada apa dengan ini Minggu~

~kehilangan~

~Din Beramboi~

~THE STATEMENT~

"Latin pop icon Ricky Martin tells fans he is gay"

Rindu = Miss

Dating 101: Is He Mr. Right?

~wedding of d year~

~Irdina Batrisyia dlm kenangan~

~Pulau Tioman~

~tiba2 hati terkenang~

~beberapa persoalan~

~peminta sedekah~

~updating my blog~

~last night~

~Tragedi 2 Oktober 2009~

~raya mode~

~award form mr shukor~

~i am very happy & thankful~

~one sweet day~

~saje suke2=)~

~tag oleh miss izzah~

~the climb~

~tag from anak pak cik amin=)~

~kenangan semalam~

~Takdir Cinta~

~geram~

salam ramadhan=)

~x marah lg~

G.I.JOE

x de tajuk...huhu

~dia marah pd sy~

let me keep inside my heart....

~coming soon~

no idea

my life=)

~exam is over...~

~kaizen livro cafe~

ape2 je la.........

~yang ku tahu~

~entahh~

aku,dia & WQF5356

~let u go~`

~life~

~Did I lose my love to someone better~

financial planing=)

~bertunang~

~i am not confuse anymore~

~sindarela~

~~new year~~

economy crisis??oh no!!!!!!!!

my father's wedding

this is not the first time...

new year