salam..huhu sbnarnye br bgn tido wktu tulis blog ni..huhu giler lmbt bgn anak dara ape ni...sbnarnye sgt penat..penat???nk kate aku join sukan x jugak..so knape penat???jwpn die senang je penat memikirkan masalah yg tgh serabut skrg ni...sgt penat..
semalam lpas abis exam management accounting II aku blk kolej and singgah kt gerai JKP...smlm jualan x berapa best maybe sbb x ramai yg trn mkn kt DS smlm..bile aku nk blk bilik tibe2 sorang ajk tu ckp "kak sha can u smile a lot" aku pun tnye die "nape kak sha nmpk stress ke?" then die ckp "a'ah kak sha kdg2 nmpk masam je"...hehe ade jugak org perasan sbnarnye..kdg2 aku sendiri mengaku yg aku pun dah lupe mcm mane nk senyum..dulu aku still bleh pretend klu ade masalah pun org still x leh nk perasan ape yg aku rase..sbb aku akn act mcm aku xde masalah..tp skrg susah sikit...masalah yg timbul x leh nk wat muka aku tersenyum...seriously i'm not happy with all of this..aku benci situasi dimane aku berada..aku x suke berada dimana aku berada skrg..aku benci bersama dgn "MANUSIA-MANUSIA" itu...i just want my old life...aku rindu sgt masa dulu aku..hati hnye boleh merintih tnpa seorang faham ape yg aku rase...kekecewaan yg aku rasekn...sakit hati ini xde seorang pun faham...setiap kali jiwa ini ditekan..hanye satu bnda yg mampu aku lakukan berdoa agar allah mempermudahkan jalan hidup ini...
klu asyik nk citer bnda2 yg sedih smpai bile pun x abis kan???i have a gud news for myself la..hehe aku dah dpt tmpat praktikal (actually dah lama dh dpt tawaran tu tp xde mase nk tulis kt blog huhu)..aku dpt kt MNA ACCOUNTAX CONSULTANT kt ipoh..syukur sgt...actually aku dpt 3 tawaran tp aku terpaksa tolak yg dua tu lagi sbb aku dh terima tawaran MNA..satu aku dpt kt taiping and satu lg kt KL..so aku akn start praktikal from 11th May 2009(birthday aku wktu ni) smpai 31st July 2009...x sbr nk wat praktikal even though rase takut nk tmpuh alam pekerjaan...insyaallah sume akn berjalan lancar=)
Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby you were dreaming of me
Call me crazy call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do you know I really really do
Well hey so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
Oh whoa .... yeah... oh...ooh...
I remember date and time
September twenty-second Sunday twenty-five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces
And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know
Well hey so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The day you went away
Oh whoa .... yeah oh
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do you know I really really do
Well hey so much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
Why do we never know what we've got till it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I had to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away
The day you went away
The day you went away
oh whoa .. yeah oh
sbnarnye tgh baring2 lpas tu tibe terfikir what will happen to me next year..ye lah insyaallah bln 5 tahun depan aku akn abis blaja..and skrg sume org tau pasal recession..global recession..kegawatan ekonomi kali ni lg worst dr tahun 97/98 dulu..klu dulu just 85000 org diberhentikan kerja tp kali ni dianggarkan hampir 250000 org akn diberhenti kerja...sbb dulu kegawatan ekonomi hnye berlaku kt asia tp kali ni global...sbnarnye aku takut sgt klu abis blajar nnti x dpt job..huhu..so sbg seorang mahasiswa intelektual kite harus berfikir ke depan..fikirkan cr terbaik supaye kite x akn jd mangsa kepada kegawatan ekonomi=)
so aku dah wat backup plan huhu...aku amik course accounting tp to be honest aku ni bkn la seorang yg pndai menyimpan wang..kwn2 aku msti tau mcm mane susahnye aku last sem bile duit aku hilang and aku terpaksa ikat perut..huhu
plan yg aku nk wat dgn duit biasiswa yg bakal aku dpt nnti:
1.kene settle yuran yg latest aku check utk sem ni ialah RM 2000+++(yuran UM mmg agak mahal esp yuran kolej)
2.kene simpan kt dlm akaun ASB(ni la backup plan utk masa depan huhu)
3.beli buku utk study aku..sume buku xda lg huhu...(ADV FM,Academic Reading,Strategic Management&Audit)
4.beli fon br hehe...aku teringin sgt fon br (Sonny Erricson W580i)
5.lebihan ni br digunakan utk survive kt UM utk 3 bln lg huhu
aku rase lpas ni kurangkn cost hidup kurangkn tgk movie,kurangkn makan fast food&etc..dlm hati berkata(sha boleh ke ko nk wat mcm ni)...insyaallah bleh..maybe akn ade kwn2 yg akn gelakkn aku..tp x kisah lah...mmg kene save skrg...esp zaman gawat mcm skrg ni...kene ade backup plan utk future..hehe
doakan aku berjaya utk plan2 ni..=)
hye everybody have a look at this pic...do u believe if i said i dah bertunang...ape bertunang????ye la klu dah jodoh x kn nk tolakkan..yg best siap ade kwn aku yg post blog ckp aku dah bertunang..errmmm...btul ke aku dah bertunang...korang caye ke aku ckp aku dah bertunang....
fikir2kan lah yer..hehe
for those who are close with me pasti faham ape mksd tersirat "i am not confuse anymore"....serious sejak blk dr satu event ni aku br sedar sesuatu and disebabkn itu aku dah tahu sesuatu yg selama ni aku cr2...aku siap buat kajian lg...aku bc buku,aku surf internet,aku cube mntk pandangan org lain and lastly i come out with one decision...sha stop it...and kwn baik aku ckp(die seorang lelaki)"sha sy rase cukup la kajian yg sha wat" sbb nye aku dah dpt jwpn die...
dulu mmg aku confius tp skrg dah x...aku dah dpt jwpn yg aku nk...
happy???X!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tu je jwpn yg aku ade...hasil kajian x berpihak pada aku=(
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